子恒不想忘记的事

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2007-06-12T13:42:00.001+08:00

its a rainy tue....boooo...i juz came bk from sembawang..went down there to c one of the current simulator for info....came bk office juz in time to eat at canteen...lol...had being having lunch at canteen for donnoe how long le...maybe to save money? maybe lazy? donnoe which is the prime reason....:P
was trying to find a gd running shoe on net now....i kinda have a flatter feet sole then ppl....so was reading up which kind of running shoe suit me beta wor.. >.< all qte exp tho...think nd to invest wor...
this sat will be jioing my fren come over to my hse to eat steamboat....hopefully many come n juz eat n have some fun ba...nd to do some preparation tho...bz wkend i guess...yawn...kk la..spanking my pi gu n bk to work le....another 4 hrs to go...wats new...booooo lol

eyes closing~ yawn~

2007-06-04T11:20:00.000+08:00

omg...its so tiring today...>< i almost doze off twice juz in this morning. jialat....cmi sia...yest soccer then after tt went out eat botak...not bad wor....like the cajun chicken....very tender n nice...onli thing is the fries..not up to hype hohho...but the other...including the beef is great stuff.. =) had yawned 10000001th time this morning le....tired man...think later lunch time must take a nap man..if not might juz doze off infront of my boss in meeting or what..ahhahaaa...

lazy zach

2007-05-29T17:14:00.001+08:00

lazy me writing an entry to get away from work n wait for 6pm..hohho...havnt being updating my blog for ages. Not that i don wan to write..nthg to write wor oO not easy to write blog when ur life is work + work hohhoh
well now i got some time at work..maybe i shl juz jot some notes here to kill time n also get some frens to read this again ahahahaha...for those wondering y i nv go on msn or w/e. i juz change my desk..no more firewall-less internet..hohoho so all kana block....boooo @ company.
lately the weather realli hot...making me mang zang..hohoh....the night is like noon....damn hot...blah....this thursday gng merchant court to eat wor...was thinking to take leave for fri anot..for a long wkend...always liddat de...wan to take the donnoe if shl waste my leave on this kind of pampered desire hohho. being rather weak lately, donnoe y man...this few days also feverish...sian + sian. doesnt feel gd to be always on the brink of falling sick >< well time to go bk to work...cya guys soon~ cheers~

HOHOHOHO

2007-02-26T10:20:00.000+08:00

runaway santa here...hohoooh....ever wonder y u nv get ur xmas present? ya....im on leave...santa on runaway....lol...well early mon morn wif some craps is gd stuff...lol
being a while since i log in to this blog man...lol...i tot onli other things change...nv did i noe even blogger now belong to gmail...lol...being realli bz the last few mths....lets put it another way....being prioritizing the wrong thing....lol....the onli few diff is me n caris had being tog for mths..hehehe..hihi dear..:P lazy mon morning man......woke up to the bluey....crap~ argh...hohoho
pardon for the first short post man....havnt being realli havnt much exciting phrase of my life lately....it had being fatigue n fatigue n fatigue....bleah....getting old man..but i always tot older ppl need less slp...y tt theory doesnt work on me..o0? i was telling wen tt my blog bo pic de..like not interesting, like storybook...lol....author - zach...ok...don look like a bestseller to me tho...>.<
if any1 got a trick or two to fight fatigue...tell me~!!! tired like siao....*yawn*...till later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

who nd zach when u got another~

2006-10-09T14:53:00.000+08:00

im so gay....happy i mean...coz i so bored at work tt im starting some lame jokes wif my colics...hohoho...this mon blues realli come in waves this time..bleah...went out on fri to wat u me n dupree..nice show wor...funni comedy...suitable for a stressful time =) stay home throughout on the wkend then..the haze har...macciam like london..no mood to go out sia...its kinda lame when sun morning soccer nd to be decide by the psi lvl..hahaha..oh well...btw..i got frens looking for a decent job....pls pls..any1 got lobang pls drop me a sms...=D thx in advance..but to daydreaming...bleah

disappearance

2006-10-02T13:14:00.000+08:00

yaya..i noe..being disappearing...hahaha...got 3 proj on hand now..so ya...a bit bz wif work...n as blog is always written at work =X for me...so ya...hahahaa actually do have some time last wkend...but then...was gaming..ahhah..fri was angie bday n thus we went to eat at ricetable..then we make our way down to partyworld at cuppage n sing till like 2am...super funni loh....at 1+am..every1 is having toothpick to kp their eyelid open..onli yen is still so energetic n still sing till so song...n i admit..i fallen aslp for a sec there..ahahaha...reach home at ard 3am ba...super tired..sat got another singing session de..but thinking of the work i nd to finish and also not realli wanting to go expose my ear to the blasting music for two days in a row...thus i gave in...i nv go..lol....paiseh ah guys..anyway...wanted to meet the gang for the afterevent...but eventually the plan collaspe also...erm...well..also gd la..rest more..sun...another pre-mon-blues day...soccer in the morning....then was wanting to go meet my fren de..but she nd to finish her proj..so ya..another resting gaming day...hehe...today gng wif her to go eat at togi korean restuarant =)

p.s. happy bday baby =P u noe who u r...:P

getaway

2006-09-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

im hoping to plan for a short trip overseas maybe beginning of next yr...when i complete the two proj on hand now...realli hoping this goes through..any1 tt thinks they wan to travel n will have fun wif zach ard..drop me a sms..maybe we can work smthg out..=D backpack...agency...anything tt is relaxing rox....even if not interested..maybe juz drop me a comment or sms n tell me where is nice..thx~ time to hit the bed....bye here n hi to my pillow =P

yo oh! lol

2006-09-20T13:16:00.000+08:00

hi every1..being a while sia...having a few proj on hand at work..thus not much time to even update a single entry...=P being a hetic mth man...lol...a few major "happenings" i lost my phone at changi airport last wk n ya..i lost some of the so called "newer" contacts ^^" so if u think u belong to tt category...drop me a sms..my number is still the same wor...last last fri went for hong de bday..hope i nv get the date wrong..lol..nethertheless..i hope he stay happy n fun throughout....lots of bday gng ard lately..last wk jzu went to armanda country club for my bud cindy bday chalet...shared a bag n a flip flop like for her..happy bday bud...i hope u enjoyed tt tiring chalet...lol...btw..tt chalet is real cold...i was like shivering throughout...lol...eventually went to seek shelter at the balcony to slp...rather outcast la...lol...i don drink...n thus i cant join in any of the games there...but at least the gang enjoyed themselves wif the laughter heard =D still think maybe next time those drinking event..maybe i juz drop by ba..lol...im rather xtra as i don drink...n juz occupying a seat there seem lame :P
this fri is weijun bday...b4 that is suppose to go support bean de ultimate comedican program i think...hopefully can make the show...lately reali being too bz....fatigue...slp at 12+ everyday compared to the 2-3am last time wor..lol..donnoe izzit gd anot...:X
juz got a old sec fren who juz added me in friendster...wohoo...lol...meihui..tt girl nv change a bit...still as motherly as ever...:P but then m i glad to c an old fren....
next wk is the bday wk...angie pg n caris bday...gng to be bz though..lol...so i beta rest more this wk...slping at wee hrs or even not slping at all doesnt realli help to bring my tiredness lvl down...lol...
despite all this complain..i went to ktv wif val n her fren yest..lol...well it was pure boliaoness n "gas venting" there...but still..fun...lol...
yest went to straighten out some tots n mention it to this fren...i guess n hope its correct..not as if she ever gave me any response at all though..lol..still as cool as usual...n me still as dull n dumb as ever..bleah...ok..time to move on wif life..bk to my work...adioz dudez

grastic + work + proposal

2006-09-09T04:23:00.000+08:00

im realli tired....work had being toiling me down to the rock....make my way to hong's bday today...no surprise...drink..dancing...n after drunk event n crazy talks n touchy body..lol..well...not exactly the best day for me...was realli tired when i reach as was rushing some work..well i saw darren wif his new gf...tts realli cool man...another guy out of this bachelor club...hope all can leave in due time =D but it was all sunny for the nite....was having this realli bad grastic which eventually leaving me realli mang zang...i must realli say all the entertaining on work have left me much more seasoned...im realli not into the idea of getting one another drunk at any event...n i must say...im getting out of plc in the grp...nowhere to explain but yet so obvious...n don get me wrong..i love my frens..juz tt lately there is plenty of things for me to juz worry my brain cells off n rather to enjoy myself....what happen to my buddy...piling work n responsilbities wif the new promotion...lots of uncertainies in both girls n guy prob..lol...life isnt realli on a smooth sail lately....i think i nd a getaway....but im juz too tight in schedule to even plan a wkend outing...i juz hope the next day is always beta than yest...=D
its plain speechless when the more u do for a person...the helpless feeling juz increase....in view of the prev few entries..many frens have being asking me...ya...there is indeed a girl in my life....or rather...she is in my life..but not me in hers....it doesnt take much to do tt lil bit for her...but yet in return is always cold shoulder n disappointment...im realli losing faith in love n fate....it simply don work on me...n when to love is always hurting....im learning the way to be a loner...i must realli talk to hill more le...she jzu make my day by complaining abt girls for me...lol...im not realli into her as i must explain...not love kinda like..juz feel she is nice...maybe we could get to noe each another more....but seem like the frenship juz stalled..i donnoe what m i doing is rite anot....i juz hope tt she live on well...blessings from me....so after this entry..no more stopid thinking by me..=D n for my frens...if u r gng to ask....save it....coz this will always remain as a open ended qn...:P
im thinking of changing my blog to those can put password protect de...ya noe...time flies...i got some words that i must write out but yet i don wan ppl to read n get the wrong meanings...i noe..im nv a secretive person...but i realli donnoe for sure for this...until now..i still perceive as my closest fren r the one reading this blog...n i hope they do understand every single meaning which i realli hope to write down....
i beta get bk on my feet man....block a few ppl from my msn list...also must go swim tml to get bk in shape..the onli plc u can pick urself up is the plc where u fall...n im learning from every pieces of tt....n guys...for those who r wondering if im ok..ya im ok...as gd as ever...n for those who hav being suffering from my boring n mang zang-ness..i apologise...n if u r tt girl...i sincerely say im sorry...don worry..this acquaintance of urs will slowly fade off n wif out any sound...i think i do noe what u wan....n as a fren..i will give my best to help n give my blessings...tired alr..beta get to slp....juz wanted to jot down some main pt..tml then talk more ba...nitey

|ts n0t @bt d0|ng thE th|nGs u |ikE, bUt d0|ng thE th|ngGs w|f thE 0nEs u |ikE

2006-09-04T00:44:00.000+08:00

juz bk from the show "the breakup" from bishan....erm...i will give the show a 6/10 min...but then...seem like the gang of guys don realli like it...but instead..i feel its qte a nice show...hotty jennifer aniston...some plot tt i think which is more real..n a ending which i think could jolly well happen i real life...the show talks alot of taking ppl or rather things for granted..its had being my dead point last time n till now...i still realli don like ppl to take me for granted...n vice versa..i hope im not a culcript for it...how much does it take to say thx or rather juz show tt u care n appreciate....in modern world....a sms cost onli 5cents n wif 160letters..i think we could type more than 20 thanks..lol...ok im getting a bit strayed...i juz realise tt being a nice person is realli tough...i shlnt get into details of tt..but then....i rem bean told me tt im sure to failed to try to be bad...lol..i wonder how true izzit...or rather...could i ever try? lol beats me....
yest nite i went off to east coast for some breeze wif some fren....there is sm1 whom i realli like to talk heart to heart to..but then i got no chance...being some time tt i went to the beach at nite..the smoothing breeze realli helps....the gang r making hell of a noise n of coz ..jokes there...didnt wanted to talk much coz of sm1 there....well..lol..the gang gng to ask realli lots of this..but if u r reading this..pls don ask...lol...

some random tots..~

smtimes i don realli wan to be indifferent to u...but juz tt i donnoe any other way to hide my feelings...i didnt wan to jeopardise this lil frenship we got...but i also find it hard to stop thinking of u....maybe i shl juz intro u to more nicer guys...tt way...i believe its beta for u...juz hope the lil gift i gave u keeps a sweet fond memories which at least we two shared~ =D

bey hiao de zach

2006-09-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

today i try to cheer sm1 up...but in vain...i realise im a total failure when i nd to talk anything sweet and cheering....like what camy once told me..the harder u hold smthg..the easiler it is to slip off...this is even true in this..the harder u try..the greater u feel helpless in it..well...tt add on to my prev entry....zach is a jerk..lol...after some unhappy recollections...i havnt being talking much of what i had being doing..well..i got 2 proj on hand n tons of things to work on...being a bit bz for a while...until the end of this yr maybe...its tiring..but maybe a gd thing....lol....working help to kill time...in an effective n profitable way....haha...i juz realise tt i cant be feelingless..zzzzz although i had being using tt word for yrs....but y do i always hit the nails....pong di zi whenever i try to feel for smthg..lol sound a bit lame...well...lol....guys r forever..zach is whateva~ cheers n nitez~

im a freaking jerk~

2006-08-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

i always say stoopid thing...then whenever i shl express my feeling..i hide it....when its not time for me to talk..i rant...im juz a freaking jerk....~~~~~ zzzzz

lame chop

2006-08-22T09:34:00.000+08:00

ok...this is gng to be a long entry...how shl i start man..~ erm...well...i had being hearing rumours of lots of my r/s issue...lots of stories running ard...well...to be frank...its embarressing to be assosiate with your fren gf...n ya...now im freaking in tt now...it is not very kind on me when many of this untrue stories are running ard in the air...guess i nd to clear them here...n ya...the ans is NO...me and her was so close due to clover girl...i was asking her for advise...n i was not pissed wif her now coz i lost the so call freaking race to woo her...im juz a bit disgusted by how things turn out to be her as another disappearance when got bf....it was pure frenship n bro and sis feeling from the start till now..well...at least tt frenship lasted till she start her disappearance mths ago.....i guess my closer fren will all noe who im talking abt...n its rather disappointing when how ur close fren don realli trust u...i was still standing by the ground of "ppl will understand" basis..but from the looks..things are not turning out the way i tot it will...thus this entry...lol..write till here don feel like explaining more le...thus shall stop my typing here..n crawl bk to work...cya all

im a old man~~~~~

2006-08-21T13:19:00.000+08:00

one word to describe what is happening..SHAG...lol...went off for the new balance real run on sun morning...some track trails and sand running...to carry 74kg to run is somehow an achievement nowdays....hahaha...i couldnt kp up wif the pace of my fren sia..but then..its the first run for almost a yr..n for tt..im proud of myself =D after the run..i was having one of the worse headache man...was suppose to meet hill n gracie at 6 for haircut in wisma..n guess what..i woke up at 545...n wif a horrible headache to add on to it...thus i rush off to board a cab n arrived there slightly after 6. Had a nice dinner at pepperlunch which helps in making my mood beta~ lol...then went off to watch man u thrashing fulham. so what is the aftermath of all this? stiff and painful in my whole body...even moving my buttock hurts~ zzzzzzz...juz ta bao to eat.....n manage to catch 15mins of time to rest my eyes...oh man..im a old man.....so tired~ bleah~

LONG TIME~~~~

2006-08-10T10:10:00.000+08:00

hohoho...being a while...havnt being blogging much coz of SUPER BZZZZZ....lol...tio a big arrow ahmen~ at work....so now im wif two proj on hand n both deadline is lethal...lol...well...who cares =X well...think i must blog more often..suddenly start to write and seem to be having a mind block man..~ ^^ donnoe what to write...anyway...i watch Dragon Tiger Gate on Mon...erm..the show plot is rather not tt strong..but still it helps to kill 1.5hr of my time effortlessly~ lol...at least there are some funni moments and also tons of action for the viewers~
yest was national day...or rather more impt..its a PUBLIC HOLIDAY...lol...i went out to buy some potatos chips and sweets and off i went home n started my lame gaming day...lol..i realise i havnt being getting much ppl asking me out..this is bad...lol..well...i guess im outcasted~ =X well..go to rush bk to work....will return once i finish my job...=D adioz n peace~

yawn

2006-07-31T10:52:00.000+08:00

ya...the best way to describe a mon is with a big YAWN...lol...mon is juz the worst day to slog...inbalance hr of slp and two days of pure rotting at home have left a overshade on this mon...haha...ok...im being over here..lol...was thinking of only to update when i take some decent photos to show u peeps but then...staying at home playing wow will nv get any photos...lol...unless u all wan screenshot from my character...lol...life have being simple....quiet...okok i phrase it to the nice way....its rather un-interesting..lol..but then..who need a BUSY life..:P got another concurrent job at work so now a bit bz when im at work...tt also explain where some of the time goes to too...
i reg for the new balance real run...i donoe whether i can make it anot..lol..but then...to reg is a step taken at least..:P so can finish is juz a gd bonus...my blog is having a photo deficiency again...this is bad...my blog turning boring...lol...cant be help la...owner boring blog also boring le....lol...nthg muchu for me to rant abt lately...so juz let tml be today and times pass peacefully =D bless all and take care..:P

it does matter~

2006-07-23T02:22:00.000+08:00

was finding a gd day to pen all this thoughts down...i guess now is the time...was nv a master for emotion....was passing by YCK the another day...n also amk central..its not like i pass by there only once a decade..but it was this few days tt the recollection and emotions conquered me....i was a nv hack care guy...who went blurrly into mayflower sec n then ngee ann poly...n not to mention army. my poly frens will nv forget the first day of sch which i answered my mobile in the first lesson wif my class moderator...lol...tt still tickle me whenever i think abt it..the bellbottom jeans..the tight fit tshirt...what else man..lol...*trying hard to erase from memory =D* next is army..the sufferings in camp...*normally in silence..lol* the zero fighters in pull up to the gold standard in army...2yrs n 4mths....its nv a short period but yet...the memories is enuff for a life....ya...my closest frens are nethertheless my sec sch fren....12yrs and still counting are the days which we spend knowing each another....from sharing a few bucks to buy a plastic ball n kick ball under void deck to field soccer n now finally settling for street soccer as a mid-twenties..i must admit the gang is drifting apart...well..its for the better...bz wif our own life...we hardly touch on each another life as often as ever....but yet..i must still stand tall for being wif each another when ever in need...im nv a friendly ppl...for my colics shl noe....its either i noe u or i cant be bothered wif u...lol...there is nthg as in between...i don like knowing ppl for the sake of knowing...erm...too cheem? lol..how abt putting it as if there is a chance tt i noe sm1....fate will arrange for me....subconsiously....hahahaha....after typing so long..i donnoe whats the point im driving to...but i feel happy..for another time...the recollection of all this r sweet...it brings a gentle smile to me...lighting up the day...senseless talk? lol...well...life don nd to be black n white everytime....juz being grey at times leave us space to breathe n joy for...disagree as u might..but hope is always in the grey area...when no1 noes what gng to happen next..n tt is what keep every1 gng.~
ok la...soccer tml..time to hit the bunk..nitezZ

anger - nice = scars

2006-07-16T03:14:00.000+08:00

i noe i noe...lots of ppl noe this story..well..tt doesnt mean all noe..n thus..here izzit...in conjuction to my prev entry..=P

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost histemper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that theboy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finallyable to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "Youhave done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger,they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'msorry, the wound is still there. " A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. Theymake you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us." It's National Friendship Week. Show your friends how much you care.

me or not me

2006-07-16T03:04:00.000+08:00

got some frenship problem gng ard my frens lately..n of coz tt include me too...i have come to understand...knowning me is too easy...n knowing others is way too hard...this is the time when im happy tt im mediocre...when im happy...laughter r loud..when im sad..i show it out..its scary when ur fren who don show it at all....izzit me or juz them? i wonder...i rem this msn nick of my fren....is the fren tt you have a invert formula wif ur age....i come to agree wif it....ppl wan more when u grow up...n more is nv enuff....its scary...but i come to terms wif it...lol..its juz some random rambling from my side...well...this plc is for me to juz rant w/o using my brain...:D
today..or rather yest...15th of july is the bday of my gd fren hilary~~~ okok la girl..u still look like 18...=X well..white lies wont harm...=X
another impt of my life when im trying hard to recover after so long is i hope all my families n frens forgive my 任性 for this few mths..i noe...i havnt being realli frenly lately..i lost a bit of me...but no worries...its getting bk...i think most of u will be scratching head n wondering wth m i talking abt..lol..well...it doesnt matters...for u to juz being here...reading this blog..is way more than what i ask for...=D
okok..enuff of the SPIRITAL thing..lol...went to casear today..this pub in bugis...juz bk n my cough is not getting any beta..well....there is always tml...n pls bao you tt tml will be beta...=D

nitey all~

Testin

2006-07-12T12:43:00.000+08:00

Erm.this is a post from my mobile through wap.�

ah zach, ah mei...

2006-07-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

how do u identify a boliao person..tt is if he take his mobile n start snapping non stop for 10mins at a box of biscuit..lol...okok...tt box is lao po bing from ah mei...v nice...from HK...;) okok la..show u my master piece..lol...nthg much to vent abt lately leh..suffering froim post WC syndrome...hahaha..takes some time to get used of not having soccer as tea break topic..anyway...cya peeps...
gns....the blogger photo upload got problem again..sian..okok la..lao po bing till next time le..nitey every1 ;D

mon mon go away~

2006-07-10T17:43:00.000+08:00

gns loh...mon alr sian enuff le..still must add in morning rain to get me drenched....then still not enuff...make wc final to be yest...receipe of the day..one spoonful of mon blues + 2 tespoon of sian-ness + onli 3 hrs of slp...who nd bed when u r as tired as me..lol...partically dreamingwalking my way thr the day...was simple too tired to even think..nethertheless work....^^" there shl be a medicine for mon blues...its hitting the world by storm, once a wk n 56 times a yr...who say its not scary enuff..lol...realli tired...tonite must TRY hard to slp early le....hope nthg turns out tt nd my attention...think beta make my entry short..im losing my focus n my lid is 1ton heavy now..nitey!

superBOY

2006-07-07T09:32:00.000+08:00

tiring fri!!!!! yest nite took some time off n went to watch superman returns....heard qte a few negative review of the show...mainly to be it to be too draggy...well...wif a running hrs of 2.5hrs...i wont say the comment tt i heard r groundless...but the show isnt tt bad...at least i din realise the hrs gng....the story is the usual superman saves the world......to be diff from last few superman movie...the director injected some jokes into the scenes..well..a laughter or two nv hurts....so tt realli help to get the show gng...rating of the show... - 7/10
its was when im surfing the net n trying to get the exact spelling of kryptonite tt i realise there r 3 kinds of this funny color stone which our superhero fear...the green kryptonite which is the one in the show is capable of killing superman if its not removed in time....red kryptonite which can divides superman into twins or transform him into an infant or even a giant ant...n lastly...gold kryptonite which is capable of robbing supoerman of this super power PERMANENTLY! lol...looks like our superhero doesnt realli like alloy nor stones..haaaha
another thing mentioning...when i came out of the cinema..i realise to my HORROR...my wallet is gone..!!!!! knowing its most prob drop at the seat of the cinema...i rush up into the almost empty building in search for my wallet...but its too dark to even find a gold bar..but heng ah...got a few workers n the security guy....3 of them are realli nice..they help to turn on all the lights which they could n help me search in the few lane which i guess i sat on....in the end....the guy found my wallet for me...lol..for this i must praise the workers there..they seem to be foreign workers...okok....who are discrimating the foreign workers...arent u ashamed of urself..lol..in here i must say THX to tt 3 guys in EWcinema Jubilee...!!! :D
after tt i manage to grab hold of my army fren n imagining 2 guys starting a 1hr plus chat on phone..lol..juz plain sharing the recollection of our army life..all the shag face of us n the stoopid things i did when i was a cadet was juz hilarious...lol....in the end chat till ard 2am sia...tt guy...gng off to HK for holiday le...another guy gng for holiday in hk..wth..lol...jealousy is running in my blood lately...hahahaa...ok...tt explains the tired morning which im having now...onli hope today pass fast fast..then go home play game n slp le...the aim is to rest rest and rest..ciaoz~

a B c D eeEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2006-07-06T13:54:00.000+08:00

what happened when u log onto ur own blog n realise the tag-board failed to log...then what happened when u try to log onto the tag-board website n realise the website is no longer there...~ U CHANGE UR TAG BOARD!!!!! lol...i juz log on to chk bk on my blog when i realise my tag board is gone le...a bit gns..but then..i nv realli like tt old fashion look of tt tag also la..lol..so now i use bx blog tt flash tagboard...manage to get it up n running in a few mins..must realli say it ROX...hahahaha....its thurs le...later gng to physio in SGH in an hr times le...juz change my office to another room....erm..no more parition...juz plain open concept..its rather weird when u juz look up n u c each another de sian sian de face...lol...bit of mixed feeling in this...it kind of styloh la..but then..meaning less privacy when u wan to do smthg "illegal" lol...like i wan to take a photo to show how my office look like..but don think my colic will all wan to feature on my blog...hahahaa..
not to forget WC...zidane rox loh...the stepover he do...the 99.99% of passes he do....he is godly! lol...imagine im still condemning him last wk =X
sheng kia juz jio to go watch superman returns later...erm..donnoe wan to go anot leh..a bit lazy..lol....this is bad..im getting lazier n lazier as day goes by....hardly can move those fats of mine le!!!! =X
ms caris is now in HK loh..gns...i wan to go overseas too..but then...my wallet is getting thinner n thinner despite not on a diet...lol...beta save bk up le...cant wait to c all those HK photos...a nice plc wor...recommended for all!
i realise i had being too critical on certains things in this few mths when i don feel tt well...time to get bk on track...i juz hope n pray things will go smooth..erm...how abt putting it this way...when u reach bottom pit..the onli next thing is to bounce bk up..:P life isnt tt bad afterall~ ciaoz~~~

World Cup With Mineral Water

2006-07-04T14:29:00.000+08:00

lol...ppl associated watching soccer wif beer..mine is wif a CHILLED ice water or mineral water...hahaha...cheap n gd...:P lots of big name out of the WC last wk in the last 8 rd....was out on last fri at this pub opp bugis junction name CASEAR...hope i nv spell it wrongly...the plc is ok..wif a sofa seat..but then...i was among the few wif the lousy seat...n to add on to it..the tv even smaller than my hse de tv..lol..so eventually...tt nite is ok nia...onli thing to be glad is no nd to buy drinks..hahaha..i noe i noe..im dam yaogui :P sat is a much more interesting day to mention...i went to eat at stonegrill in clarke quay....erm...not superby wif its scary price tag of 30bucks...but then..hai hao la...more like a once in a yr thing..lol...

my jap sliced beef wif some mushrooms topping

weijun's mixed grill which is wif no space to even flick the food to cook =X

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after tt we wander off to this realli huge restuarant call brewerkz....tt plc is huge..wif many LCD showing soccer..it is realli a popular plc in WC..i wonder if they have so many tv on normal sat anot..if got..i don mind gng there for the normal sat soccer watching..haha...

nthg realli interesting to mention also..lol...onli new thing is this tv clock >>

hahaha...it cost me ard 20bucks..wif 4 color bkgrd n a cute ringtone...n to add on to it....the light can be turn on wif any remote control..lol...its lame..but as what chevy always say..im a happy lamer..hohoho....

enuff of my rantling...bk to work le...6pm pls come fast fast....

sudoko ROXS

2006-06-29T17:49:00.000+08:00

i must admit..im hook to this lil game...its juz like minesweeper but more fun...introducing~ *drums roll* http://www.websudoku.com/

its the web based de sudoko...n i tell u..its the best to get u pass ur working day when u r bored...;) ciaoz~

爱因为在心中

2006-06-28T14:05:00.000+08:00

歌曲：爱因为在心中
歌手：王力宏专辑：盖世英雄

当我睁开双眼每一天(妙苗)
都会记得大家的笑脸(修罗)
明白心中勇敢又多了一点(妙苗修罗)

曾经哭泣也会看不见(可爱的小南瓜)
未来总会有别的喜悦(忧郁之蓝)
就让时间翻开崭新的一页(可爱的小南瓜忧郁之蓝)
你的音符你的脸(nicholaslee)
有种无声的语言(nicholaslee)
教我不退缩要坚持著信念(nicholaslee)
用音符画一个圈(音乐进化论)
经过都会被纪念(音乐进化论)
我想爱永远会留在你心间(音乐进化论)
每个人都拥有一个梦(合唱)
即使彼此不相同(合唱)能够与你分享(合唱)
无论失败成功都会感动(合唱)
爱因为在心中(合唱)
平凡而不平庸(合唱)
世界就像迷宫(合唱)
却又让我们此刻相逢our home(合唱)
伤心时你会给我笑脸(ssf)
让我感受友爱的原点(饭饭)
快乐地过有风有雨的岁月(ssf 饭饭)
失望和伤心在所难免(冰兰)
都会经历漫长的严寒(irini)
让这一切在我们心中沉淀(冰兰irini)
用旋律写张信签(ourhome小5)
放入你的心褃面(ourhome小5)
手牵手记录我们爱的和弦(beat)
用音符画一个圈(死神的乐章)
经过都会被纪念(死神的乐章)
我想爱永远会留在你心间(shane)
lalalalalala~

Soccer - Real man - Faggots - Women watching soccer - Female Gamers - RazorPro

2006-06-23T11:10:00.000+08:00

lol, the title is plain what the poly gathering was talking abt yest...the gang of 9 went to ricetable in suntec to eat....when we reach there..its like..WOW..not bad the plc..look styloh...then when the food arrived..then its like WOW..so much food to eat...c the photo for evidence....

then we started eating...first dish..ok la...second dish..ok also...3rd n above r all the same tots...ok loh..seriously..the food is reali ok onli..so it doesnt realli justify the price tag of 19.80+++ well...but ya..its a buffet...so i think its gd to go when u r REALLI hungry...lol..the 3 dishes i feel is the nicest is the chili prawn..then the curry sotong then as recommended by kat..the chili kangkong or what..lol...

it had being a while since the peeps get together n have some lame talk...hahah...in this gathering...we "discover" our cj again..lol..being MIA for yrs man tt guy...but then..he nv change a bit! lol..=X

the gathering is gd...it juz feels gd to be catching up wif one another...from the skipping lesson poly punks...we r now mostly those who r working for yrs le..every1 moves on wif their life...;)

its time to get my butt bk to work le..n hoping the clock hand strike 6 b4 i noe it..lol

work + work = work

2006-06-21T15:21:00.000+08:00

when u r working non-stop to meet deadline.....

zachaha n bday

2006-06-20T10:22:00.000+08:00

shucks man..the world cup is taking its toils on me le..lol...hao bu rong yi i learn to slp at 1+..but now...coz of wc..im bk to the 2+am then slp routine..this is no gd....this slping habit juz make my morning seem longer as im basically slpwalking in office...hahaha...let me rant abit of what happened lately ba....fri noon time is due to c my physio....thus i make the trip down to KK hosp to eat lunch wif jack, hill n gracie b4 heading down to SGH for my appt....the two LADY~ *amen* was there to hand me my bday gift...a black n white adidas t shirt..courtesy of gracie weird taste..haha =X

sat was one of the most tired day sia..went to amk ntuc wif jack....then realise to my horror that~ THERE IS NO MARINATED chicken wings there..lol...so after some embarressing moments in return the sotong n prawns bk to the counter auntie...we took a cab down to bishan n continue our steamboat shopping craze...i must admit...ask me cook maggi mee can...but ask me go choose food n buy for steamboat..im a noob in tt..so after some lame discussion wif jack..we managed to get the food for the planned 17 ppl coming my hse in the evening...after tt..we went down to my hse there de shop n save to settle the ice cream and the disposable plates as i wanted to reduce the cleaning time ;) its was when preparing the food when my mum call out..."eh y this pig liver weird weird de....i think its the kidney la..."the sentence is in canto la..lol...then MR PHUA realise...he took the wrong thing..lol..then in some darting lame eye shoot at mr phua..i went down n grab the last two pig liver available in shop n save as it is like 6pm le..lol..but then...i must say..mr phua is gd..he can skin sotong...i wont say i donnoe how to do it..but I SLIMPLY hate doing it..lol..lazy lazy zach...wif a hand from my mum...we managed to do up most of the food preparation at ard 730...n my guest slowly reached le....it wasnt so much of juz my bday la..or rather..i do not wan it to be tt way..lol..it shl be a simple outing wif soccer to watch n meanwhile..celebrate my bday together ba ;D its was then when i rcv my soccer boots...soccer ball n adidas polo tee from my dear fren there..;) not a bad day then...almost all of us bet on portugal to win..n it realli help when mr ronaldo is taking the penalty which crack up the whole audience in my hse wif his deep breathing expression..lol...*must be there then can feel the laughter la* lol...n by scoring tt penatly...ronaldo is now officially my hero too...lol...as he LET me win money..hahahaha...
it was until late 2am when the gang went home...weisheng n jack stayed behind as tml soccer session is juz ard my hse neighbourhood...it had being a while since we 3 had some heart to heart talk...as usual...girls bitch abt guys...we rant abt y we r still single...quoting from sheng..."BO KIAM ENG la" *translated as : we don wan la* lol...its true to a extend...hahaha..at least to me...;)
sun is boring..or rather..too tireed to make it happening...lol...the soccer game lasted till ard 3pm sia...being a while since we played till so late..not mentioning last sun we were "downgraded" to play in basketball court..lol so sun ended wif a ever thirty mouth n sun burned face..
mon was my actual day of bday..n thus i took a day off to "pamper" myself...;) spend the noon time in pia-ing WOW...then went J8 meet frens to eat n TA DA....im bk to office....sucky it is..lol..gns...4more days to wkend...must endure..lol..okok la...i go bk to work le..bb~

rain rain~ go away~

2006-06-16T09:14:00.000+08:00

fri fri fri..the onli day worthy to cheer abt...today started not bad...avoided the rain by juz a few sec as i walked into my office building,,so it shl be qte a "heng" day...lolz...many of unfinished planning of this wkend n next wk event not finished...was suppose to organise a steamboat at my hse tml...but havnt call the individual yet..i guess i will briefly tonite on whether got ppl interested anot...;) lazy to call n ask in advanced as it is simply too hard to get my frens to commit to an appt a few days ago..lol..i noe i noe..im the culprit of this too..lol..
time at work is so amazing....its simply surprising in how everyday at work seem so slow..but yet...the weeks passed like noboy biz...i guess those old dialogue in those old days movie is true "TIME WAITS FOR NOBODY" lol...
today is a rather slack day....half day n i go for my physio le..meeting a few frens for lunch b4 there....but till then...its gng to be SLEEPY SLEEPY SLEEPY, the aftermath of watching the england match is haunting me le..zzzzz..not to forget...the show "CARS" rocks! gd plot...cute animation..hilarious dialogue...emotional parts...touching...u name it..they have it...pixal is realli gd in all this animation show..9/10 for cars...those havnt watch...u donnoe what u r missing sia...ok la...crawl bk to work le...tataz~

things to do

2006-06-12T01:05:00.000+08:00

what is the thing to do when tml is mon...we 1. whine 2. whine and 3.whine...lol...well..smtimes we must bring out the kid in us n juz say~ I HATE MON..can i take mc tml..can i take off or leave tml....so after all this "self deceiving" we go to slp n wake up tml...feeling lousy....sub consiously brush teeth n zombie walk to office...lol...argh..wkend end like bullet spd n wkdays passes like yrs....its strange in how the day feel so long when u r working n yet days pass by so fast....its like im complaining its mon tml..n soon i will write TGIF le..hahahaa..y y y~~~ im so so so tired....= must go slp early le..tml then cont a bit ba....nitey~~~~

jacket! lol~

2006-06-09T15:55:00.000+08:00

my bday present from my two sis...^^ the long waited jacket n finally i found a nice one...lol..the jacket is at the right timing sia..today super cold in the morning wif heavy rain accompany..tried the osim "itouch" yest...not bad although a bit not used to the current gng thr my body n the "non-controlable" movement..hahaha...then the sales a bit pushy...so nah..i shall find another chance n try again then decide..its 198bucks...not 19.8bucks...lol...TGIF...i gng to watch cars later...will be back for my review but it SHOULD be a superby show...juz reading the synopsis make me laugh juz now...tata for noe....btw...Y THE CLOCK move so slow~ zzzzzZ

The Omen? MY HEAD!

2006-06-07T00:04:00.000+08:00

the show "the omen" sux big time...the disturbance no reason de...no plot...all no explain de..n the endng also standard horror movie..zzzzz...for those thinking of gng to watch..pls give it a miss :)

unfriendly zach~ ^^"

2006-06-06T16:08:00.000+08:00

my colic say im unfriendly...lolz..then to add on it...the ppl ard me all agree...hahahahaa....okok when u all mention it..i also realise im not realli very friendly when im at work..im sian ba..lolz...lazy to go say hi...they were saying i bo hiew ppl de...ahhaha..okok tts smthg new to me..Unfriendly Zach...tts a new n interesting me~ lol...JA~

photos :P

2006-05-31T00:54:00.000+08:00

the famous plc in odeon twr ;)

my family n presenting my granny~ super fit de

does the menu look like some old times wu xia manual..lol

did i mention..last thurs is my chinese bday..so had a GREAT dinner wif my family wif nice cake..;)

praying for gd health...^^

one of the rare photo which i look ok de..lol..me n my beloved family...okok la..nitey~ take care to all reading my blog..;)

a bit sick + a bit tired + a bit sian + a bit joy + a bit bz = zach

2006-05-29T12:59:00.000+08:00

oh man...this is a long entry...being a wk le...paiseh ah...bz lately..:P btw..for mr wj...if u wan juicy news..pls go read 联合晚报 :P my post r of very high standard de...lolz...bleah..okok bk to myself....
watched over the hedge last wk...a gd simple show..i recommend to all...or rather..every1 watched le...lol..im a bit slow lately...lolz...i simply love all this "stoopid" cartoons...they nv failed to make my day...hack wif all the MI3, DAN VINCI code..all this movie burn ur brain cells more than u go for exam loh..hahaa...erm...got a few shows on my "watching" list....dan vinci maybe shl go watched at one of this day...i heard both positive and negative feedback abt the show...but mainly the positive remarks from those whom nv read the bks and the negative from those who read le...unluckly, i fall into the 2nd category..i read the books le..lol..n thus..this show doesnt realli appeal tt much....next on the wanted list! X men : The Last Stand, a typical guy...i wan to c all those hero chu power kinda show..lolz..the anyhow hit also wont die de wolverine..n the mr handicap but macciam so styloh de prof X...=X hahaha...heard a lot abt the short clip after the credits of the movie...erm...but i put my nick for 1 wk le...jio ppl go watch...bo ppl wan to watch wif me loh...zzzzZ lolz...if not i go watched alone la...since the MI3 i alr "learnt and started" to do tt..hahaha..last but not least~ CARS! tt show simply rocks...juz seeing the lame expression of the eyes on the cars flip me off my chair..haha..HOT LEVEL - 99.99% lol...a must watch show....
last sat is worth a mention...my family went to eat wif my granny...not tt its any 5 stars hotel resturant..its special coz its like the first time we realli bring our granny alone out to eat...erm...seems like much had to be improve..lol..we went to this resturant call 神厨三绝 in odeon twr...juz opp raffles hotel...the food rating is ard 6.5 ba...atmosphere..its TOO DARK inside tt resturant..considering the fact tt we went in the noon time n outside is so bright...so 6 for atmosphere ba..."the overwhelming chines antique" decoration did help to pull up the score...all the photos r in my hse comp..so later tonite..i shall be slightly more "hardworking" n post up the pic..;)
so fast reach sun le..lol..u guessed it..soccer in the morning..onli wif the exception tt...IT RAINED...bloodly hell...its so cold loh...lolz..=X juz started to get sweaty then it rain like TIGERs AND LIONs (cats n dogs r too small to describe the heavy rain)...lolz...seeking shelter under the void deck also can get wet and also...IT FREAKING cold..-_-"..tt explain the first part of my title...tio rain..then the weather now macciam like mood swing..i in office d@m cold..go out to eat...macciam like 35degress..liddat how to not fall sick...sian...
the mon blues and the "abt to close" eyes is disgusting..lol..gimme a bed n i shall slp till tml now..hahaa..okok la..tataz~ LETS HIT MONDAY BLUES tog..lol..~

what a life...what a wk

2006-05-22T01:22:00.000+08:00

lol..the topic is to physco myself..actually its a boring wk...borin wkend...lolz...it came fast n it ended faster~ argh~ this is such a uninteresting routine...hahaha..but another step taken by me..sat i went for tennis wor..count a bit..almost 1yr nv play le..being ages..haha..my racket realli got dust when i took it out..then as usual..went for soccer this morning...onli diff is my colic michael wedding juz now...indian wedding wor..first time of mine..its was gd..the food is great n so is the atmosphere..another MARRIED man...lolz...came home shortly after the dinner le...played some game..then decided i must take a break..n so im here...chatting wif a few fren..or rather...trying to chat wif frens..lol...i send all msg..no1 reply de...eeeee....lolz..then the few reply to me..log off n go slp le...well...i must try to slp earlier man...this late nite is realli bad for me..ok la..i go n try to count sheep le..nitey all~ takie carey

argh~

2006-05-16T02:09:00.000+08:00

i nd a break from comp~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mama day

2006-05-15T01:43:00.000+08:00

today is mother day..wanted to get my sis n my mum some sunflower yest when i was in bishan....it was super crowded in the florist...n as expected.the sunflower were long sold out....well...anyway..today i went to bishan again to eat wif my mum...treat her jap food in sakae sushi..i noe its not anything realli special for u guys out here..but its my mum first jap restuarant encounter....aahaha..i noe..im cheapo...but then..i think my mum like the food..juz a bit salty wif the sauce...today totally no mood to play maple...maybe im sick of the game le...plus the feeling changed...well...life is always changing i guess...still on the "to kill a mocking bird" book...tml if can..maybe will called singnet again n apply for the singnet outdoor surf....trying hard to make bishan my resting grd...i cant keep staying at home...this whole wk im on coz till thurs..fri gng to c physio...thus donnoe whether izzit a slack wk or what...work had being stable..neither interesting nor stressful...i nd to move on le...to smthg more interesting...both work n lifestyle...im lacking of ideas le...any1 pls help~
today my dad bought smthg which is out of my imagination....i donnoe how to explain..shall juz show u all the pic..i started it but then...i gave up..lol...my patience n skills was juz not enuff....so in the end..my dad finished it..i must say..my dad is real gd in all this small artcraft thing...hers the final work...
my sis is having her exam tml le..all the best sis!!!!! gd luck!!!!! i juz del away all the negative sentences which i save on my draft....maybe i must realli learn to jot down juz the happy part of life...well...trying to slp early man....gd nite all n have a great wkend ahead! :)

a new sat

2006-05-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

guess where im blogging from...im in bishan delifrance...today i wanted to be diff....a new sat...thus i stopped my gaming...was told by caris that "to kill a mocking bird" is nice...had being hearing much raving abt it....but till now i still havnt even read the intro of the book~ thus i pick up my lazy bum....i went down to kino in orchard juz now...i went to the staff to ask for the location of this title...the staff didnt even chk her comp...seem like im the no. 16152437123th to ask abt this books...lolz...from her memory...she directed me to the literature section where i can find this book by harper lee....juz started on the books...thus no review by me yet..ahahaa...the book is juz 8bucks after my kino card 10% disc....worth it ba...anyway...after some simple shoppng in orchard..buying of daily things....got myself a new candy box....some shampoo...a rather monthly groceries shopping section in orchard..kinda weird har...hahhaa...after tt..i came bk to bishan...don wan to be jam in town at late nite..got myself a nice beef bologniese pasta...i suddenly realise..bishan is not as familiar as what i tot...there r so much more to it...i realise my life had being in a chaotic n rush for yrs...i nv slow down for any1...haiz..i guess n hope its nv late to realise..:Pwanted to get myself the singtel outdoor surf de..so i can spend more time for myself at juz some cafe...wif a books n a notebook...but the helpline of singtel is not realli helpful for today...the lady told me i cant apply for the outdoor wireless surf if im not a singnet user myself...im qte sure i read otherwise on singnet website..nvm...anyway it nd a few working days to activate..so maybe i will call bk again tml or mon...well..i must say...im enjoying the way how im leading my life at this current moment....it take 24 yrs to grow up..but juz a few mths to realise so much things tt i had missed b4...(=donnoe whether izzit concidence...i saw the another bluetooth user of this lame...this world is colorful..hahha..ok..so life isnt tt hard anyway....ok la..having prob wif the internet tap from mac...shall finish this entry when home...take care all my frens...(=

my notebook..my new book..my orangina..my new candy box n my yellow nano..lol

one after another~

2006-05-10T11:29:00.000+08:00

ok...who says troubles will stop when u hit bottom grd...acer engineers came down..took a look at my lappy n told me nd to bring bk to their co. and ask their SENIOR ENGR to take a look n maybe nd to hack the password..i was like..wth..hahaha...i merely juz use the SUPPOSELY can work smart card once n the lappy gone le..hahaa...its gng to take 3 working days n ya...here comes part II, i nd the lappy for my 3D Terrax course on mon to thurs...n FRI IS A FREAKING holiday..zzz...pri sch maths tells me tt i shl be expected the lappy earliest on mon evening...haiz...meaning i will have to take my rendering notebook for the time being...its juz slightly lower end..BUT I JUZ LOVE MY own notebook...lolz...juz smthg makes me ponder...i bought the acer lappy wif 3 yrs ON SITE warranty leh..y the engr come wif no parts ah...no this no there de...then y shl i spend money buy onsite warranty...n 4 hrs response loh..zzzzz...hahaha...okok..i noe...give n take la...hao la..enuff of my nonsense..gng bk to work le~

Mr Act Smart Zach - Part II

2006-05-09T16:26:00.000+08:00

yes...mr act smart is bk...wif more things to reveal..lol..my new lappy came wif this smart card security function...so~ today i went to try...happily i set up all the password for the smart card n sync wif my lappy....TA DA~ then i went to reboot...everything looks fine n cool..."please insert ur smart card" screen appear..i insert my cool acer green looking smart card...then guess what...NTHG HAPPENED!!!!!! black screen wif a lame blinking line...wth...then i reboot 171246876485 times...as usual..when u wan smthg to work..it doesnt..lol...so i called up acer n they say its smthg to do wif the motherboard...n there is nthg i can do but WAIT for them to come down tml morning...which they will have the motherboard changed...hahaha...im impressed by my daring adventurous...but more impreessed by my stupility...lolz~

"rules of Zach's life" pissed

2006-05-08T14:27:00.000+08:00

i don think im so much of a boring person...neither m i so hard to communicate~ SO!!! do not talk to me in single syllabus, if ur ans is gng to be k, yes, no, ya, orh...pls kindly don say anything...pisssssssssssssssss

A is for apple B is for Boy Zach is for ???

2006-05-08T01:29:00.000+08:00

today got to noe a few more fren read my blog...thx for all the support wor...lolz...a few things on my mind now...one of my fren sound different when i hear her voice...but i donnoe what happened..haiz..tml must drop her a call le...i hope im juz being over sensitive here....another thing.ya i got alive...restricting my gaming juz to when im bored...had being bz at work now le...
heard from few frens saying abt job pay now..they r complaining 1.7k to be low...haiz..i don understand sia...when i came out to work..i started wif 1.6k....n im overjoy by tt salary....pls tell me..izzit me standard too low?
im having problem satisfying to all my surrounding problems...my frens..my family...my work..everything..everything seems to be needy of my attention..haiz...im a bit exhausated...i guess i juz nd to whine a bit..~~~
today got a rare testimonal from a old fren..one tt is once so close..but yet so far de fren....well...i hope she is fine...
i got a few confused mind instance everyday..but now...im sure im sober...im sure im feeling weird...not the bad kind of weird..juz weird....i nd a pillar in life...i nd to do smthg more constructive...maybe i will start off by doing some charity work at wkend...but~ haiz...the commitment is too big for me...i nd to slap myself...i nd to be decisive...sm1 pls help me wif this~ argh~

bz week n bz me~

2006-05-06T02:58:00.000+08:00

holy shit..i havnt being updating my blog for qte some time...well..my proj 2nd phrase had juz kicked off..so now getting all geared up...in preparation for the bz schedule infront..~ for those who r wondering how m i....thx! im fine...not fully recovered...but i guess..the world still move....wif or w/o me..thus i think i must learn to live wif it ba..;)
okok..let me do some recollection...what have i being doing for the whole of the wk....its a short wk....monday being labour day....the onli day which u will appreciate for being a LABOURER...lolz..the rest of the wks i all spend in Changi Naval Base..got one wk of maintainance planned for the whole of the wk....thus its work n work n work there...well....its a rather wulu n isolated plc...not the best "resort" u can find..but gd enuff to get away from the bz town at times....angie finished her exam finally le..tt girl..donnoe she exam or i exam...she makes me stress for her also loh...lol...b4 her exam ah...sms me say scare ah..wan to cry ah...YOZ GIRL...u c..the sun still rising~ :P...but then..u donnoe how glad m i for u...lolz...at least less mang zang from u..hahaha...well..grab the chance yest to go down to compass pt n met her for a short dinner/supper...got my lappy there n we gossip ah...plus c the pic in my lappy...;D
me n angie ->>>>>>>>>>>>>
this girl..got herself all skiny after the exam..donnoe izzit save rice..eat wind can le..lolz..must take care wor...

then today went to meet gracie n hill for dinner at bugis junction....its so packed there loh..in the end we juz settle for billy bonkers..not the best dinner we got...not cheap too..but then..its nice...i mean its wif the shorter queue...n the company is gd..;)
my hatred->>>>>>>lol

this few girls had being superby to me....sadly i must confess...they r my bestest fren!!!!!!!!!..lolz...i juz hope every1 remain safe n sound...happy n worry-free~

zzzzZZZ tired le.beta hit the bunk le...nitey alll

Mr Act Smart Zach

2006-04-28T09:05:00.000+08:00

was out of my house a few mins later than usual, n to my horror...i saw the bus 86 leaving the busstop..wif me not even 100m away...then came the act smart part...i tot maybe i could take other bus...to near yio chu kang rd...n then juz walk a busstop n i will have 4 bus to choose from...thus..there i was...happily boarded 853 and off i go. lil did i noe...another 86 came...juz behind my bus...wif some grandprix scene in play...the 86 overtaked my bus like nobody biz..n there i m...sweating as i walked my 1 BUSSTOP...whereas i shl be happily in the 86 n reaching like 10mins earlier...ok..there goes mr act smart..bleah~

thinking thurs~

2006-04-27T09:59:00.000+08:00

rainy thurs...a major accident in
CTE caused a very slow moving traffic jam in my house here..which started my day late in the office..reach office almost 9.15am le...my doc shared wif me smthg very interesting yest...for those who r not prepared to read pure words and long entry...pls move your cursor to the right n up...press the X button...lol...anyway...this is how it goes...
everything in this world seems to have a mathematics logic behind them...this is the same for the word...anxiety..."HAR"..okok..i noe...tt stunned look on ur face...tts how i react to my doc too...wif a big question mark on my face when she said that...then she told me...anxiety = consquence X probability (whereas probability is directly related to consequence)...ok...u can imagine how lost i am in all this words as what u r now wif my words...but then...let me finish...as everything will be much clearer...lets say for example...everyday u slp at 11pm...n wakes up at 7am n reach office by 8.30am for work...every nite u set ur alarm clock b4 u go to slp...n u wake up at the ring of the alarm clock n as time goes past...u will wake up at 6.50am...even b4 the alarm clock ring...wif the help of the bio clock...
let say..this fri..u had a very very impt presentation at 9 in the morning...one that could change your career path...wif all the senior management all waiting to c u perform. u spent wks to prepare for the presentation...everything seems gd..u rehearsed for many times infront of the mirror..here comes the nite b4 it...knowing how impt is the presentation...some anxiety is inevitable, this time...u call ur buddy to give u morning call tml morning at 6.30..u set 3 alarm clock including ur mobile phone...logically, any sec 1 student can tell u this..the probaility of u waking up late on this fri is the same as any other days...so y we get anxious and started to do all precaution. the ans is simple, probability of smthg bad to happen is always directly proportional to how serious is the consquences. juz becoz the presentation is so impt..the probability of waking up late seems so high suddenly...
not juz for me..this the same for every1 ba..at least i tot so...so the best way to feel less stress and anxious is to adjust the consquences lvl...if all the outcome expected r within our acceptance circle...things will be much more carefree...

nthg serious...juz some casual tots..;)

*signing off while listening to piao yi from jay...

感触~

2006-04-25T15:35:00.000+08:00

歌曲：原来
歌手：林俊杰专辑：曹操

词:张思尔林秋离曲:林俊杰

街灯绊住我眼前
下一步
拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡

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工作中无意听到了这首歌，被这两句“原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪,
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语“ 所吸引了。它们对我是如此地真实.

know or not to know

2006-04-23T02:53:00.000+08:00

today this qn was posed to me...if the result is bad...or smthg tt u don wan it to happen...wiill u rather to know or not to know...i ans immediately tt i wan to noe to my fren..but then..after some pondering...i realise im not strong in this faith of mine....auntie i may sound..but i realise if the truth is too drastic for me...juz maybe...ignorant is blessing in disguise...no long entry muttering of what i did in this few days...no complaints....juz some random thoughts~
how often we noe tt the thing we r fight or believing in is not logical..juz a myth...but yet we strive so hard to achieve n abide to it.....how often do i noe what im doing is wrong..but yet the sensible side always fall weak...how often did u hesitant in commiting to something..even if the choice are the onli one....how often u decide to be sad...juz becoz there is nthg to be happy abt...how often did u shriek at ur families at the smallest issue but yet forgive your frens for being late for hrs...how many times u tot this is one of the best fren u got..but within a few wks...lost all contacts.....thg serious..so smthg for u to think abt..cheers n nites~

大城小爱 - 王力宏

2006-04-18T15:12:00.000+08:00

歌曲：大城小爱
歌手：王力宏专辑：盖世英雄

打印预览乌黑的发围盘成一个圈
缠绕所有对你的眷恋
搁着半透明的脸
嘴里说的语言完全没有欺骗
屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面
灯火是你美丽那张脸
终于找到所有流浪的终点
你的微笑就输了疲倦
千万不要说天长地久
免的你觉的我不切实际
想多么简单就多么简单
是妈妈告诉我的哲理
脑袋都是你心里都是你
小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜
念的都是你全部都是你
小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心
让我大声的对你说
i'm thinking of you
那回城的票根你留做纪念
不必害怕面对离别
剪掉一丝头发让我放在胸前
走到那里都有你陪
相随
oh~~念的都是你全部都是你
拉拉拉拉拉~~~~~拉拉拉拉拉
那一种寸步不离的感觉
我知道就叫做缘

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听过 kiss goodbye 的人，这也是这张专辑中不可不听的好歌。

mum bday!

2006-04-15T04:36:00.000+08:00

lol..today is my beloved mummy bday..we went out to eat at one of the outlet of tong le in shenton way there...call 金玉满堂....not bad the food....ok less words..more pic..but onli a few onli la..lol

the place~

my beloved ones~

mummy eating her 佛跳墙 yummy!

my not bad n well decorated mango pudding

the flowers at the restaurant..qte nice

okok i go slp le..nitey every1..tata~ enjoy ur wkend~ :D

麻烦来找我的一天

2006-04-13T09:12:00.000+08:00

its thurs...~ last day of the working wk..but yet..everything started on the wrong foot today...came to work in the midst of the SUPER HEAVY rain..then when im all drenched despite holding brolly. When i reach office? NO RAIN..wth...haiz...n to add on to it....i was stop at the entrance of my co. by my security AGAIN...i donnoe izzit im the younger generation in the co. or what...they seem to have smthg against me sia...this is the donnoe how many umpteen time they chk me le..then today more kua zhang..they ask me to open bag n chk..n thus my mobile got held by at the guard rm by them...haiz...heng today half day then i go dentist n go Orchid Country Club for co. event le...if not so handicap when w/o my mobile wif me...n the angry part..? my dummy phone which i bring to work also..it fail on me at this period..when i needed it the most....ok..what else for the day....*mental prepared*

ARGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~

繁忙的周末!!!

2006-04-10T09:37:00.000+08:00

好累的周末啊!!! i noe i noe..im always complaining..hahaha...but shucks...mon...the bluey is getting to me...lol...i hope this five days can pass as fast as the wkend tt juz past...possible? hahaha...some update of myself and my boring wkend (as said by hill)...hahah..on fri i went to play a sport that was once so dear to me..but yet lost touch of it ever since i step out of my poly times...basketball! hahaha...nv did any of those memories left me...the times when i was training during my sec sch...mayflower sec...during then we all took pride in being juz playing for the sch..with my lousy stamina then...i must always do lots of pushup after the warm up routine coz the rule is only the first runner bk from the 3km run can be excuse...for each sec behind the first to be bk...one pushup...n oh man...i still recall crawling n cheating my way thr the hundred pushup which im suppose to do..hahahaha...although im a reserve player, the passion still stay deep in my heart...oh man..im sounding old...so much 感触 with my sec days..hahaha...oh well..i went to thomson CC to play...not exact the best game i had...i must say im more of a team player...but when u play wif stranger...the trend is play solo...oh well..its juz a game anyway...^^"

sat~ whats with me on tt day...i don realli rem sia...lol..i guess i did nthg but do some co. thing and play games...then in the nite..to make myself feel beta and *as insist by weijun and teckleng* its also for destress..lol...took a cab down to bliss..n ya..hill..i nv go coconut...but then..bliss is juz as lame la..lol..so no diff...went down...drank a hot lemon lemon and in less than an hr...went home le..hahaha...i guess every1 is tired also le..most of them went out..but then..i also like gng home early la...very sian when every wkend reach home...switch on 933 also no
more DJ hosting le..hahha..ya..tts how i define late or not late...:P

sun~ routine thing...went down to play street soccer..got myself a bit sunburned and tired n dehydrated...then went home play games and clear co. mail...n do some write up...wanted to go watch ice age 2 de..but then..no1 interested...so i shall keep my gv voucher till then ba...this is what happened when u have many guys fren in ur gang n few girls...those cute cute cartoon r kidish plc r always deem BOLIAO plcs..ahahha..where is all those 童真 sia...n i think ice age 2 is the best show for a sun nite le..watch le..happy happy...mon go work...then the bluey will not hit me so greatly le..:P

some updates of the thing i got also...i got my nano 2gb le..n also a yellow
casing to go wif it..hahaha..im a banana color freak..i also wondering y i
always got yellow thing..o.0 lol....but then..i love my nano...its serving me real well...but then..now nd to find more songs to put inside le..so u got my hint @ hill? hahaha

gracie is finally finishing her portfolio le...oh man m i glad for her..:D any1 noes any gd printing shop ma...drop me a comment so i can tell her..giam xia..!

today also the first working day for my bud bud..hahaha..her first "real job"...hope it goes well for her...;)

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*signing off listing to 曹格 de 數到五答應我....n awaiting for lunch...so so so tired..:P

long procrastinated entry~

2006-04-07T09:10:00.000+08:00

i had being wanting to finish this entry for days le...but was held up by work then nite also play games..lol...n of coz..lots of the reports n documents to go through lately....时间不够!!! finally crawl all the way to fri le...today shall take things easier...i shall walk slowLY~ eat slowLY~ talk slowLY...haha...firstly i must say paiseh for so long nv update n also the lack of photos in my blog..but realli har...i havnt had a chance to take any photos though i got my camera with me...cant be taking photos of my room...n downstair kopitiam ba...haaahah

yest went to c doc n thus took half day leave...n thus i took the chance n
had a gd noon nap...so so so tiring..i had being realli mean to my body...waking up early...slping at wee hrs...n with no doubts...my body is protesting le...i need some break...more rest....i was still telling my fren tt i shall go jio some fren out tonite...get myself into town..squeeze a bit wif the crowd n feel the wkend coming...but on second tots...maybe not...a short groceries trip in amk central...then maybe watch ice age in bishan is all tt i plan for on this wkend...; ) others than tt...its shall be pig time..i misses my bed!!! I got a few gv voucher tix which i prepare for ice age de..any1 interested to watch wif me...sms me~!

talking abt yest..i also went to PS spotlight n carrefour to find scented candles...spotlight got..but they don have those basic scent de...theirs r all mixed scent...n thus not knowing what it will smell like in the end..i didnt buy..n also..its not cheap...ard the same price as what i saw in Taka...n Taka got lavender"flavour", which is the one im searching for....i also went to 捡便宜 at the carrefour sales which they set up in the center of PS...got myself two wooden comb which is gng at 1bucks each...n also one headphone n one earphone..both gng at 2bucks..cheap!!! lol...they might not look as styloh as Sony or other brands..but they r serving me juz well..as in now..im using it to listen to songs at work le...hahaha

okok...too long an entry for a non-pic entry..shall sign off here~ enjoy ur wkend!

*signing off after some yam cake for breakfast n a mind awaiting lunch time n knocking off

星期一

2006-04-03T09:12:00.000+08:00

*yawn* another mon to crawl through...oh man do i hate mon...but
then...who don~ hahaha....heng today i got medical appt in the noon
time..so im gng off in the noon time..but smthg sian is that i got two appt and they r 2hrs apart...n SGH definitely does not have any plc for me to spend 2hrs at..-_-"..i kinda like how i spend my last wkend...fri was out till too late though.. but apart from tt....it was qte an enjoyable wkend...but then...happy times passes juz TOO fast! lol...im bk to the bird hole...hahahaa..my colic n me always say our desk is like a bird hole..we sit there..type n type..work n work..macciam like hibernating in a cave.....haahah....wanted so much to reward myself wif a gd massage session yest...but didnt manage to jio any1...thus i procrastinate...n result? i didnt go...hahahaa...tts so usual loh....went for soccer in the morning n gosh, the sun on tt morning is scorching hot...or izzit me become weak le?...lol...juz an hr plus of game n my face is all burned....lousy me...ahahha...time for me to crawl bk to work...shall update again tonite...

*signing off wif a blank mind n listening to JJ's songs and a pair of eyes
struggling to open wif tootpick...

夜晚的子恒

2006-04-02T03:11:00.000+08:00

its almost 4am...n no..i nv went out till late late...i came home at 12+...play some games...n with unexplainable reason..i do not wan to bunk in early...full to weirdo feelings today...mixture of joy n saddness...i shall drop the sad part...i shall also for once...don say anything abt the wkend which im having....onli two things which i like to share...two pics...its says it all...;)
<<<<<<<<< the sunflower which donnoe come from where when i came home...i wanted to learn how to grown sunflower...n put in my rm n give it to sm1 when its all grown up..lol

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
the nice taiwan biscuit from my frens..its VERY VERY nice...making me wan to travel again....lol...ok...this yr i must go overseas for LEISURE for at least one...lol

*signing off with not a single sign of tired but knowing tml gng to be a hard day to even wake up....currently reading the book from ex president wee kim wee....listening to songs by kelly poon....izzit realli tt hard to juz being wif sm1? i wonder....

好累啊!!!

2006-03-30T10:43:00.000+08:00

不好了!!!..as each of this wkday passes...im getting more n more fatigue...not the usual type..but those tt can make me doze up almost at any situation!!!...n i keep telling myself i got the whole wkend to recharged..n yet i still to out till wee hrs at wkend...-_-"..this is irony...i need self discipline...n shucks..this wkend got a few upcoming events le...tml nite i think got ktv...hope tt they all go smwhere near...n guys...not i don wan to join u all for whole ktv session nor the supper "trip"...but realli old le...fatigue n tiredness is like my middle name n slp is my long lost fren...lol....

潘嘉丽 new album not bad...u all can go buy...i like a few songs inside....apart from the 爱,无力and 计时炸弹 which u all keep listening in yes933, i highly recommended 有些爱and 非爱不可, but the rest of the songs also nice...got one duet she sang wif 洪俊扬,关于爱情....also not bad..but overall this album i rate 7.5 coz almost every song is "listen-able"...i still rem tt time 933 got one poll...asking ppl for kelly and 陈伟联album, which will buy...at tt time i only heard 计时炸弹 and tot kelly's album is not comparable...but im wrong...i heard both album...n both is GOOD...ok now singapore ppl can have more dreams le...singers seem like a feasible career...lol...the only thing is 933 too hard-selling their song le...maybe they shl broadcast more of the other songs in the album, rather than to keep broadcasting the same song once per hr n 24 times a day..lol....

do pardon for the boring wordings n no pic ah...office comp cannot install the blogger applet..n thus i using frontpage to edit...lol..so lazy...zzzzzZ

ya b4 i forgot..this sat still got a bbq...i admit...im a bit lazy to go...lol...maybe i will drop by on the day ba...i miss my bed..!!!: p.

the weirdo side of me is planning to nurture a new hobbie..hahaha....im thinking of learning how to grow flower or those small small plant...but then...i ask many of my frens...all donnoe sia...later maybe i go j8 buy those ready make one or those plant in a can n try out first...i was wondering which plant is easier to grow for newbie like me...n yet not so prone to mosquito n ants...coz its gng to be on my comp desk...or izzit overall a bad idea to grow in my rm...erm...what says u?

*signing off wif a mind awaiting for lunch...a grumpy stomach and 佷巧, 石欣卉 -遗失的美好 song is now on my media player...lol...okok..tata ; )

冲上云霄主题曲超好听!!! ktv 有国语和粤语版

2006-03-29T10:24:00.000+08:00

岁月如歌 (粤语版)
歌手：陈奕迅专辑：live for today

爱上了看见你如何不懂谦卑
去讲心中理想不会俗气
犹如看得见晨曦才能欢天喜地
抱着你我每次回来多少惊喜
也许一生太短陪着你
情感有若行李仍然沉重待我整理

*天气不似如期但要走总要飞
道别不可再等你不管有没有机
给我体贴入微但你手如明日便要远离
愿你可以留下共我曾愉快的忆记
当世事再没完美可远在岁月如歌中找你*

再见了背向你回头多少伤悲
也许不必再讲所有道理
何时放松我自己才能花天酒地
抱着你我说过如何一起高飞
这天只想带走还是你
如重温往日邮寄但会否疲倦了嬉戏

国语版 (兄妹)
对我好对我好好到无路可退
可是我也很想有个人陪
才不愿把你得罪于是那么迂回

一时进一时退保持安全范围
这个阴谋让我好惭愧
享受被爱滋味却不让你想入非非

就让我们虚伪
有感情别浪费
不能相爱的一对
亲爱像两兄妹
爱让我们虚伪
我得到于事无补的安慰
你也得到模仿爱上一个人的机会
残忍也不是慈悲
这样的关系你说多完美

眼看你看著我看得那么暧昧
被爱爱人原来一样可悲
为甚么竟然防备别人给我献媚

不能推不能要要了怕你误会
让我想起曾经爱过谁
我所要的她不给好像小偷一样卑微

a run after almost 6 mths..~~~ old le..lol

2006-03-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

so tired..lol..today i went to run wif my fren..oh man...first run since the last 6mths...still can run a bit la..but anything above the 2.4km is killing me...lol...ran from my hse to J8 then went bishan stadium then went bk to J8 buy bread...fyi...lol...this is provided by my fren...breadtalk promo for nite bread is after 9 n for crystal jade is after 8.30...ard 30% disc la....shucks as we both miss the promo timing...hahaha..but then...we still did our "shopping" in breadtalk n crystal jade...crystal jade staff in j8 not very friendly sia...so if u wan..go breaktalk ba...oppz..lol...came home....bath..now juz purely "rotting" is gd for me...lol..btw..the photo of my piggy bank...n ya..blurr me...long lang chuan the comics alr got epd 34 for half a yr le..today then i go buy...cant make it..so tonite i shall log off my game early n read my comics...u all slp early ba...this sentence is SPECIALLY for one person..so if u r reading..FOR GOD SAKE..go slp early...cannot keep study de...lol..okok....tataz

*signing off wif a tired leg..lol..oh man m i weak..for those who care abt me...muackz...for those who don...who cares anyway..lol

|aughTeR |s G0d's pReseNt t0 tH|s cha0t|c w0r|d

2006-03-27T00:20:00.000+08:00

oh man m i tired...its being a long long wkend...okok...i shall start from sat morning..u noe...wake up...eat...wash up..maple a bit..then i went to meet hill at sim lim to help her wif her comp thingy..got some virus thingy which juz refuse to budge even as i format a few times..n thus..we went down to get her a new HD n also a new ADSL modem...spend 2hrs there "choosing" lol..coz i donnoe which one is CONFIRM supported by pacnet..n tt blurr girl..still using pacnet..the last of the stone age le...lol...but then.eventually still manage to get the right model...of coz wif the help of gracie..lol...THX GRACIE!!!...:) then went off to marine parade to help my bestest fren wif it...after like 10hrs (plus the late nite tt i went to her house to do also)..finally we got her comp all set...most impt..can play MAPLE n ONLINE..lol..n not forgetting SIMS II...lol..after tt went to meet some frens for some games event..its nice...i saw this laser shooting game in one of this website..any ONZ ppl here wanted join me? those who r bored of watching soccer..gng MOS...bored of the GV eating ur 9.50bucks on wkend..pm me..then im sure we can work out smthg...;) *realise how the boring things r so boring till the words r so small..lol
yaya...b4 i forgot..i got myself a REAL BIG piggy bank..lol..hope it can be full by the end of this yr..then its gng to be my biggest accomplisment..lol....blogger is having prob wif its online uploading network again..think must upload another day le..anyway the piggy bank is the main char in slamdunk..lol...my fav!
ok bk to sat event..lol..then nite i meet the gangs to go watch some soccer...ya i noe...i had being doing tt for yrs...n im TRYING real hard to go out of this routine..i nd new life..some new frens...more interesting thingys in life...pls pray for me...lol..then in the nite..after the soccer..i went to meet kaiqin for supper/dinner.....i was real hungry then sia...wrong nite nv eat...lucky still got her..the statue in mac...lol...she is gng to hibernate there till her exam finish le...n tt girl..nv failed to entertain me wif her speech..lol....n thus...heng got her to end my day...in pure leisure happiness..lol...GIRL...next time i go find u eat in MAC..we r gng to walk home tog!!!...lol....next time i shall carry u this statue bk..u tot u ronald mac the 2nd ah..lol..always stay there...lol....this morning is wif her also...juz to let u all noe..she is my neighbour la..lol..thus we went for breakfast tog...wif her NICE NICE milk tang yuan...thx for ur tang yuang ah..lol...then i helped her wif some photo s/w thingy...noon time was pure gaming...then nite came n i went to j8 to watch big mama 2...yaya...many will disagree..but the show ROCKS!..lol...dumb jokes..lame dressing..all u can think of to end the sun nite will pure dumbness joy...hahahah...YO! for those who donnoe abt YO! go watch the show..lol...u will cfm have a gd laugh..;)
less than 8hrs to work....oh man..the mon blues is hitting me real hard again..heng tml half day go SGH do EEG le...another of my appt...so many of them tiill i lost count le...okok..shall "roll" bk to my game..do my homework...n just BREATHE...lol...

*signing off wif a smile in my face as i had not watch a show since nov (chicken lil) le...n full of anticipation for all the upcoming event on this wkend...pray hard this 5 days pass like nobody biz..lol...nitey

work~ fren~ family~

2006-03-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

work is frustrating....frenship is always fake n not lasting...family also not very gd...argh! life sux

*signing off wif a almost concus brain..nitey all~

what does this tueday means to u?!

2006-03-22T01:04:00.000+08:00

i noe i noe..my blog is suffering from photo deficiency....havnt being realli to any plc which i think is worthy of a snap from my cam...ya u r rite..tts how BORING life have being...ya i noe..im still sick...donnoe how long sia..but then..wait ba...recovering is beta than nthg....juz came bk from jalan kayu for supper wif the gang..today not realli in a mood to write long entry..so make it short...its a gossip n gossip n gossip session..wif some prata as refreshments..lol..so this tue does not leave anything in my recollection...hahahah...well..i beta go slp early..tired le....tataz all~

*signing off in a moody situation n hopefully she got think of me..;)

what happens when the next day is MON?

2006-03-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

ans~ we HIBERNATE~~~ lol....fruitful wkend for me though...suddenly tot of making my desk to LOOK like a desk..n thus i went to buy some stationary n a STATIONARY HOLDER...lol...in my fav..black n wood...now things realli very ex...juz buying statonarys can cost 10+ bucks..kua zhang..anyway...today blogger a bit "smthg wrong" i don seem to be able to post pic..nvm..when it recover then i post the pic ba...sat nite i spent at coconut grove again..well..i guess its a simple n nice plc to juz nuai ba....old le..all those crowded n noisy plc kinda turn me off...but then...i guess its juz part of growing up...lol...now i everyday wear polo-T...frens ard me r ordering kopi-O instead of coke...all this r all proof tt we r getting old le..lol....coconut grove nite was...simple...some fruit blend..a game of taboo....N A SUPPER AGAIN!...ya i nv eat...but then...it always seems like supper is a must...i still cant figure out y...but yet seem so not "onz" if i go take cab alone..haiz...hard sia...nvm...next topic..lol
this morning was the usual soccer..juz played two game onli..but i guess its all tt i nd to get tired now..ahhha...long time nv realli excercise le...so nd to build up again...~ in the noon time...i n jar n jw n yq went to amk lan to play dota...ya i noe..its lame..but then...yq jio n thus i go...y izzit lame? coz i can play at home...! lol..but then, i must agree tt gng out to play tog is another kind of feeling la...i also juz came bk from xuemin house not long ago..tt girl is gng bk to auzzie for her studies again..gng to be there for another yr then bk for holiday...today went her house n ate her nice beehoon n curry..lol....this girl is a vet to be...cool rite...but then...her house got a few dogs n seems like she is not realli very "kind" to them leh..lol..oppz....anyway...its a nice nite...simple one...but yet very cosy..smthg tt i like on a sun nite...if time could stall for u...wat would u be hoping tt u r doing? i can do anything...juz not work can le..lol..ok..time to do my homework n hit my bed early..tml the mon blues will sweep me in wave...lol...moody day again...shucks...tataz~

*signing off wif a very full stomach...a nv ending thirst n a blessing for my dear xuemin..take care n be well..~ cheers~ ;)

we r fortunate..juz tt we donnoe~

2006-03-18T01:53:00.000+08:00

today went to SGH again to another appt..nthg much there though...onli one thing..for those who frequent outram park mrt...u noe the bridge tt link the staton n SGH..on the bridge there is this blind uncle who sell tissue n also mentos....i had being gng to SGH alot lately...n thus i had seen him for many times le..everytime i wanted to juz go up...strike a short conversation n also lend a helping hand....but many times..i chicken out...i donnoe y..but juz donnoe how to go abt doing it..today on my way bk...i brave up n approach him...while passing him the 2bucks...he told me he is gng to give me my charges..i was like "no nd la uncle" then he say i shl take a mentos...n thus i did...what is most impt is his smile towards me..he cant c me..but he ask me a qn which even if i c a normal fren on street also wont ask..he ask me whether im gng home...not being emotional here...a normal fren also can be a hi bye kind...but this uncle de smile...his juz a mere mention of whether im gng home...n his sincere thanks...it all went deep into my heart...i donnoe whether im so brave enuff to endure life if my sight is taken from me...for those who always say they r poor..blah blah blah...pls...take a break from ur bz schedule..pause for a sec...take a gd look....whether the bigger paycheck..the posh-er car...the diamond ring u r aftering...is this all more meaningful then juz bringing a smile on sm1 else face

*signing off wif a happy mind ;)

Lok KOK mee....

2006-03-15T16:35:00.000+08:00

today halfday at work..then went off to sgh for appt..then after tt..went to meet hill n gracie for lunch...last time when the two of them work in same plc..i always go meet them when i got appt in sgh..now gracie no work there le..chances also less le...tts y..its special..;)
went to eat the lok kok mee which i promise hill for decades le..lol...the shop is in chinatown...not exactly superby..but i think its nice enuff to go n eat la..range from 3.90 to 8.90 which got a few lame abalone inside de...apart from this..i must recommend the drink..this drink qte nice...show u pic...b4 n after..lol..n YA HILL...im doing this pic showing of b4 n after..lol...anyway...the real

name is kolo mee..lol...after lunch...hill had to go back to work le..n i went down to citylink wif gracie to hunt for my adidas jacket...jarvis told me this morning there got the plain dark brown de..n i tell u....NO HAVE..lol..onli the standard black n white color de..i like the white one..but then...my fren have le..so cannot buy la..lol...although i came bk empty handed..but gracie got herself a nice blue headband kind...qte nice..7.90...actually she was aiming this shirt also..but then..after i tell her tt...she is like spending more than me..she drop the idea..lol..so we guai guai went to take train le...today realli didnt do much..apart from the new extension of maple story is out...went to buy its cd..2bucks onli..but now got some lame 2xExp card..got timing one...15bucks for 4 hrs n 2 mths..i thinking of changing to guildwar le..lol..when..c all my fren la...they all play wat then i play wat la...its more of a online chat n game to me more than anything..;)

well..this is the 2bucks cd...cute game la..juz enuff to kill time..for excitement..go for WOW/DOTA or guildwar..lol....today onli wed...when then finish wkdays sia..i cant wait for sat to come...pls pls..the hand of the clock..move faster eh sai ma..lol...

okok..i go play game....or rather..talk in msn...listen to music..play game...eat...hahha..im multitasking!

*signing off while playing maple n talking to bud...tata

MIND U! im a HUMAN BEING!

2006-03-15T02:24:00.000+08:00

MIND U!!!! IM NOT A SUBSITUTIONS....!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!

when love is like holding each another as hostage?

2006-03-14T11:30:00.000+08:00

歌曲：人质
歌手：张惠妹专辑：我要快乐

我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部份的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差

人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗我们都别说谎

Tue Blues~

2006-03-14T09:32:00.000+08:00

yest i onli work halfday...so its tue blues for this wk...juz the tot of having another 9hr of work infront of me gets me down le...everything seem slow...even go canteen eat come bk also juz 9.30am...wth...of onli we have onli 3 working days in a wk..then i onli have mon blues...tue aka real working day..then i can change it to TGIW..Thanks God Is Wednesday...ok i noe..its a dream..but then...i love to dream..lol...
today realli cannot wake up loh...wif my flash-kind of speed..i still reach office late..lol...wats new anyway...hahahaa...i realise i got nthg to write for the past few days...y? coz i hide at home n play games...cant expect me to write wat i did in my game rite..hahaha...i noe i noe...i can imagine u all saying..."get alive", but then...tts my way of relaxation n killing time...as sheng kia always say...tts my way of ninja...lol...after so many yrs of kaopei-ing weijiang aka bandicoot82/onlinegamegod82 tt he kp playing online game..now i have submerged myself into it....lol...but i guess...its nthg serious nor impt nor harmful...its juz another way of relaxation...but of coz la..don keep playing games then don go out..tts bad...
i find one of the rules in the "rules of life" qte interesting...
it says...for everyday..keep some time to ownself..ya i noe..tts nthg new rite..but then..the explaination there is interesting...its say..for this little time tt u leave for urself...be it juz 5mins or 15mins...in this time...juz stone...don do anything...if u r listening to music..its music break..if u have a cup of coffee wif u..then its a tea break...if u r reading mag or newspaper...u r actually doing work...so for this short time..juz do nthg..enjoy the feeling of being alive...n guess wat...for this 15mins of UR OWN TIME...be selfish..be annoyed...be irritating...be everything tt ur normal self will not do...tts another way of balancing life ba....lol...we cant be the nice guy every sec...nd to fai xie out...ok..enuff of my philosophy talk..lol..i shall crawl bk to work le..tataz~

*signing off wif a calm mind...a lazy body n a half aslp brain...lol

sick~~~~~

2006-03-13T09:06:00.000+08:00

wat a bad day...yest went to watch soccer in serangoon area..n maybe coz of the mixed sausuage tt i ate...i came home only to have a real bad diarroea...realli in great pain sia...then had two dose of bao qi wan...today a long day sia...ltr have to go c doc in SGH...but b4 tt..i shall go c a GP first ba...to c hows my stomach first..don think the senior consultant in SGH will entertain me if i say i stomachache ba...no mood...sian...i nd a doze of happiness inject into my body..if onli tt is such a medicine jiu hao le..haiz...

*signing off wif a bloated stomach...a sian until CMI mind and wooby legs after gng to toilet too many times...pls bao you me shen ti jian kang!

tired + tired + tired = ?

2006-03-11T16:42:00.000+08:00

argh..another late fri nite..i realli badly nd to cut down on the time i spend awake after midnite sia..im testing my body limit again n again..lol..yest reach home 3+am le...tired..~ very tire.d.lol...but then..yest was for a gd reason..meet up wif the gang n this time..add in huiyi n xuemin...n its a gd cosy nite wif some gd old frens catch up.....me n huiyi...the siao cha bo..lol

me n huiyi

me n xuemin

ah min is leaving for auzzie soon man..another one yr there b4 coming bk...so thinking of treating her for a gd dinner in this wk or so..hopefully all can take time off for it sia..;)

yest was the same plc..explorer zone in bishan park..its ok..apart from this girl..or rather even underage looking girl tt keep asking us to buy beer n wine..i was like..eh...gimme a break...lol..anyway..i INSISTED on my 2bucks orange juice.lol.well i nv drink alcohol one also ma..so its doesnt appeal to me to drink juz becoz of her bugging ba..lol...after the gathering...i went to big mac center to meet my fren to eat..super hungry loh...had the nice ba cho mee..lol..it always help to cheer me up when i eat tt..nice sia...anyway...my fren was there working all night..was suppose to bug her to go home de..but then..in vain..lol...uni life is realli too bz n stress le ba...anyway...then i went home le...was too tired to even play 10mins of game..online then offline.doze off after reading juz 2pages of my book...but wake up still feeling tired leh..jialat..this means im not getting quality slp..wat shl i do sia..argh!

the creative mp3 player in IT show is tempting me..but then..i guess i must make do wif my hp n shuffle for now ba...i don realli nd it badly also....i still got a long wishlist sia...jialat..spend all my money also cannot buy sia..lol...okok..i shall go catch some slp..tata...update tonite..;) i must say again b4 i go...AH MEI new album is NICE! lol

*signing off wif a dizzy feeling the whole day..well..i think im getting used to dizziness juz like a child learning to walk..lol..izzit bad? i wonder..~

IT show....~

2006-03-09T20:19:00.000+08:00

thurs...ok..i confessed..i slack..lol..i took some off hrs from work n went to IT show wif caris...got myself a decent no brand webcam which is the same as what ben bought...its not very ncie looking..its without warranty...its no brand..but then..~ its CHEAP...39bucks for a webcam..with quite gd video capturing..not realli laggy n stil got night vision function n still got built in mic..where to find sia!!..the cheapest i saw abt logitech n creative is like gng for 49-69bucks..n the quality cannot be comparably to mine as they r consider to be the LOWEst range in their product..bleah them.lol...anyway..this is the webcam->>>>
looks like a cat eye sia..lol...anyway...im contented wif it as im juz using it once in a while n for the fun of it...;) so any1 who got webcam..jio me...i webcam wif u..lol...
okok..bk to IT show...wif my IT savvy title on me..of coz i must comment a bit on the IT show...for those thinking there is gng to be lots of pretty n wear less less promoter there...think again...this yr IT show is huge...3storey in total...lvl 3,4 and 6. This yr not realli many those more kua zhang promoter....creative also nv use their creative girls this time...rather in place is a big booth..wif lots of counter to answering any doubts of the cust. I think more prob u all will be interested in ext HD price...i nv realli went to search for the lowest price..but from wat i seeing...a 40GB harddisk n a basic casing...it gng at 113 and 115...both the cheapest tt i saw there today. not realli many Best Buy there ba...i think the most affordable n attractive is the printer..but then..it had being tt way for every yr..anyway..caris got herself a nice looking printer..3in1...cheap ink...at onli 179bucks..a nice price tag rite...nowadays printer is like so HIGH tech..any printer showcase in the IT show is like all photo-printable.n all at affordable price..well..im still using a lame lexmark printer..lolanyway this is caris's loot of the day->>>>>>
with lots of pamplets on top..lol...i donnoe who started this thinking of giving out trolley for printer buyer..but then.it realli came in handy n seem like a must for all this show le..i guess this lil "gift" realli help to promote much of the printer sales sia...after tt...went to smwhere in thomson to eat...shucks..i forgot how to spell the name of tt prata house le...anyway..i shall label it as...a prata house "in upper thomson rd...wif aircon..serve very spicy mee goreng...got this very nice limejuice...decent price...near pierce reservoir n YCK rd" ahahhaa.i guess its qte a popular plc...wat casuarina rd there..paiseh ah..ang mo bu hao...donnoe how to spell...lol...
for those who r thinking of gng IT show on the next 3 days...think twice...i will recommend a few essential b4 u go...first...A PEACEFUL mind...as its gng to be real packed..2nd...A mind tt is willing to accept tt u r gng to go home empty-handed as there are realli not many gd buys there...all ard same price in sim lim...at most printer can buy nia..3rd...a pair of strong legs...as its gng to be damn crowded n wif 3 storey...the escalator gng to be stopped to prevent ppl from falling...ur legs gng to suffer a bit...4th...some spare cash...ya i noe...u buy a printer..u go out hoping for a cab...think again! this is the pic of a THURS NOON time at 3pm...look at the que...n wkend not gng to be onli this!
so get urself tt 2.5bucks or 4bucks realli if u r gng to get ur loot of the day bk home...okok...i told u all the bad points le..so wats abt IT show...okok...if u r passing by n too ENG...go in n squeeze ba...okok..if u think sim lim is not cheap enuff n u r willing to carry the printers n monitor on ur hand n take train...IT show is for u...lastly..show u a pic taken inside...let u c the crowd at 1+pm at IT show IN THURS.....
so a last piece of advise..take train to bugis.,walk over to sim lim n buy ur IT stuff...its gng to be real spacious n empty there..lol...n u can take train home...gd rite..ok..enuff of IT show...
im listening to Ah mei new album..not too bad...can buy...considering her prev few album which c her popularity dropping..i think this album will be a gd start for a return to her diva status..;)
this sat gng to meet up wif min n ping n the rest of the gang for a gd ktv session in orchard..i guess tts the most awaiting event of this wk le...its always nice to meet up wif old frens again..:D
apart from this..i reading up on yoga again...any1 wif any gd yoga center to recommend..pls pls pls msg me...any price below 20bucks per lesson is highly considerable...n! i still havnt call trueyoga to ask for the price..ARGH..the procrastinating side of me is acting again...okok..i shall move my butt n go bath le..lolz..tataz

*signing off wif ah mei song...a 275buck starhub bills infront of me n a real tired body after the nap...d0n talk to me.. bte~

lame chop day~

2006-03-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

today rather a brainless day n thus nthg much to write sia...but then..as usual..i still got my usual EMOTIONAL thinkings la..lol..sent a photo to a old sec fren then she realise tt i still got contacts wif many of our common sec sch mates...thus..i shall post up the pic..;)

i invite them over for steamboat in my hse the another day...ppl not in the pic is ah lock n nian cai n julia~ its qte a "miracle" in how we are still so close as such a big grp after so many yrs...but tt explains the reason y most of the guys in the gang are bachelor..everytime c same ppl...sian bui~ lol
ok..finally the IT show will be up tml..hopefully i can take half a day leave n go wif caris there...then maybe meet up wif my army fren also..ok..juz in case he got read my blog..its shiyong la..lol...later he say i no say his name...hahhaa...wanted to get myself webcam..transflash card n ext HD, blah blah blah..but then..budget is tight..much of my money went to hosp bills le...so...maybe i will juz get a cheap webcam...don ask me y i nd it..its juz a craving for IT stuff..lol...n transflash card n ext HD shall be next yr agenda le...for the time being..i shall rely on my 256mb thumbdrive ba...its had serve me well for the past yr n hopefully can tahan till next yr..:X i juz got to noe tt the med tt i take..cannot go wif grapefruit...erm...i wonder does tt include ribena pastilles n fruitip's grape flavour de...siao liao loh..i was eating so much of tt when i first got sick...erm..hopefully nthg serious happen to my body sia..*praying hard*
i got a very bad habit now..i like to slp late..n i CANNOT slp late...reason 1...i got work...reason 2..my med makes me slpy n dizzy n drowsy...reason 3..im sick..i shl be slping more..haiz.for the past few days..i try to slp 15mins earlier than the prev day..today the slping timing reaches 1245 le..hopefull after this wkend..i can slp slightly b4 midnite..tts the final aim...lol
ok..i noe i talk abt this bk b4..a book borrowed from jarvis... but got one prob..i STILL YET TO FINISH THE BOOK..oh man..jarvis is gng to kill me for this...lol...still halfway onli...i beta finish my blog fast fast n then go read le..lol...n guess wat..i take bk my words from my prev post..this book i give it a rating 7.5/10...the more i read abt this book...it juz get more interesting...n its a rather easy book to read...2pages to a rule n a total 100rules...n yes i admit..i always fall aslp after 10rules liddat..thus resulting to the SLOW progress..lol..but then..i treat it as a b4 slp book la...tts the main reason..n not becoz its not interesting..

today got a few weird thing...my fren ms hill went to slp at 11+....tts werido num 1. secondly, my taxi claim invoice came bk but then no money is credited to my acct..this is weirdo 2 n IM TOTALLY DISGUSTED loh...thirdly, i realise there is more than 10 ppl reading my blog...n tts quite a big achievement for me..lol...i think i go slp le..having this very serious disease...SLEEPY HEAD..lol..the more i slp..i more i feel like slping...its like a nvending cycle...i tml go IT show c got wat gd lobang n tell u all ah...

*signing off wif a book n a lame chop feeling..lol...*lao tian ye..qing bao you wo ming tian hui geng hao*

PUREyoga~

2006-03-08T13:30:00.000+08:00

for those who had being reading my blog...i guess u all noe im rather interested in yoga lately...then today ELIN told me more n recommend me to hot yoga n pure yoga...i guess im gng to give hot yoga a miss..coz its those go there do more physical posture one...im rather interested in the classes which pureyoga in pacific plaza provide..http://www.trueyoga.com.sg/classes.htm..paiseh if cannot create a link here ah...the stoopid office network ban almost everything apart from work..lol...they got more than 10 kinds of yoga there leh..i wonder wat the price will be...if any1 went there or ask b4..drop me a comment n tell me ah~ N of coz..any1 insterested..tell me also...or any exercise who could promote both health, body n mental de...tell me..im willing to give it a try sia..;)
n for those who tot yoga is for sissy..MIND U!..coz its super tiring loh..i do 30mins yoga macciam go run 15mins loh...legs will get tired..sweat...everything la..okok..bk to work..adioz

*signing off wif a confused mind n donnoe do wat feeling..lol

OMIGOD...Disney on ICE!!!!!!

2006-03-07T17:42:00.000+08:00

OMIGOD!!!! ANYONE WAN TO GO WATCH DISNEY ON ICE WITH ME?!?!?!?
hahaha..i juz got to noe its on from 10th mar to 19th mar...any1...interested tell me..if got ppl got special tix price..also msg me!!! ;)

Office network~ CMI~!

2006-03-07T15:14:00.000+08:00

ok i noe..office is for work..but then..all work n no fun will make zach a boring guy..lol...but since the revamp of the server last few mths..i lost almost every single leisure at work...first they ban the MSN!! OMIGOD.....i was totally stunt loh...they say wan to cut cost...so change server to be at the STEE corporate side...ok..after a few mths..i got used to it...I REN! then...they start to band friendster...ok...i also nv realli go surf friendster much although the blog in the friendster i also must go home read...then...they banned GMAIL..ok...this is the starting of the nonsense....y ban email server? bullshiT! then now...i realise...even activeX applet is not allowed...u will be asking..so? SO!!!! i cannot even bloody hell upload some pic in my blog at work...which result in this frustrating mail! lol...ok...enuff of my rambling....time to get bk to work...lots of documents waiting for me...argh!

*signing off wif a bu shuang face n not willing to work mind..LOL

late nite feeling~

2006-03-06T01:11:00.000+08:00

let me c..ist 1.13am..late nite for me...juz finish my game..ya i noe..im a lamer..nthg but gaming...but then..its another form of distraction ba...i think as long as the process is nice....i don realli care wat im doing..lol....so gaming n slping always sound gd to me...
i donnoe y...this few mths i became more n more like a girl...getting more n more emotional...dull feelings this phrase sound like alien to me now..every single sec im having more tots than ever...well..i don realli noe its gd anot..but then..i think i shall go wif the flow ba...~
gng to slp soon as tml gng to have real big wave of mon blues hitting me....so gng to make this entry short..juz wan to note down...
*i realise im not a nice guy...n guess wat..im enjoying the process of being bad...i got this lil devil in me...n im learning to NOT feel any guilt

*signing off wif a real tired brain....hope tml i will be well n healthy~....

johari...~

2006-03-05T17:03:00.000+08:00

Seem like its the IN thing now...okok..i noe im a bit slow...hahha..but do this for me...any praise will be accepted n any negative remark will be FORGOTTEN...lol

http://kevan.org/johari?name=paper_pr0be

*giam sia* ; )

*signing off wif a tired body from soccer n a mind in searching~

the same old sat tt i spend for yrs..lol

2006-03-05T02:38:00.000+08:00

the sat might have pass faster than i tot..but guess wat..this sat i got diff feelings to it...although nthg done on this sat..but yet..i got this "nice" feeling abt this sat...its like...no news mean gd news..lol....didnt do much on this wkend till now...juz came bk home from the ROUTINE soccer watching n even more ROUTINE supper...for my gang ppl readng this blog...i need not to intro the plc again...its ->>>>>>>>
COCONUT GROOVE...a rather nice plc in hougang..simple..got soccer to watch..open till 2am on wkend...near to supper plc..aks punggol nasi lemak...no service charges..sound too gd to be true? go try it! its at huogang ave 2...near punggol nasi lemak..exact road name is SIMON ROAD......
today i "tried" to tidy up my table...then i suddenly realise...i got PLENTY of backdated books to finish...shucks man....seem like i must stop buying books for the time being..must spend some quality time n finish wats on hand first...for those interested...im now on the books "Rules of Life",,,,by richard templar.....im smwhere halfway of the book...not the best motivating books ard..but then...its does have some simple thinking of life which i believe theres no harm in reading....personally i like two of the rules.."know when to let go - when to walk away" and "draw the lines ard urself.."...i badly nd to know when to let go sia...i got this fren who told me b4..."in life, there are things..the harder u try to hold on to it..the more the thing will slip off".....anyway...enuff of DR ZACH...lol.....the books does have some interesting info which can be shared to every1...so if u r free...n u have the time..go get urself the book....any hardcore readers shl finish the books in juz 3-4days ba...
today another of my fren told me abt the changes she notice in me...haiz...realli got so much changes ma?! i realli wonder..so if there is any fren out there..who thinks the same way n have some gd advice to me...feel free to comment...im always happy to rcv more info of myself..;)
its late le..i beta eat my med n go slp....last sentence for the day..
for those who care abt me...thanks for everything..for those who don...i don care a bit...

*signing off wif an empty brain...a body full of side effects from the med...n a mind...full of anticipation of the future...praying to ti gong....pls make me healthy again...i nd to feel loved again...lol...nitey~

what a day~ what an outing

2006-03-04T11:54:00.000+08:00

sian...today i forgot to bring my camera out...thus no pic le...n worst still..i totally forgot abt my mobile phone cam...shl have snap a few shots down..
anyway..yest rating of the was 7...lol...came bk home early at are 4+pm as im not feeling very well...had a short nap....then was woken up by a fren to ask me to go organise some outing...so...i wake up...while on my maple story...i was 60% on my current lvl..n i make phone calls on my mobile as my mum is using the phone....n guess wat...when i went out of my hse...im alr 90% exp le...u will be wondering...wat does tt mean..its means..i was organise an outing for more than 3 hrs.!!! its freaking mang zang loh....i was wondering...as time in my poly times...organising an outing is like..."eh..ltr amk mrt control at 2"..one call or sms will settle it...now~ as we get older....we tend not to give commitment...like wat xuhong says...we all have our own minds now...looks like this TBC (The Bachelor Club)is not gng to last long also la...n i foresee myself as the last monk in sg...lol...anyway....meet up wif xuhong n teckleng in this wine bar call wineflair in thomson....
its was not very gd yest as the lead singer...(they got this live singer there singing on wkend)...a 15-16yrs old girl...who is both pretty n sing well..lol...well..i guess tts the biggest attraction~ ahhhaa...she is not there!!! then i heard tt she went to other plcs to sing n maybe got herself some contract for singing le...RESULT? wineflair was quiet...onli a few couple there..thus we went down to bishan park II..i donnoe the pub name..but the plc is freaking near to my hse...n i like the environment...
then another conicidence there..i saw xuemin n huiying there...huiying i got a few yrs nv c her le...time flies~ from a siao cha bo..she had out-grown me totally..lol...driving a car now...working for career...although she is still as noisy as last time..lol....n don forget..xuemin...my dear vet to be...shes gng bk to auzzie in 2wks time...thus i shl plan another outing to meet up wif them...u noe..its kind of nice to meet up wif all this frens whom u noe for yrs....their number is in ur mobile..but yet..u nv meet up...juz a simple chit chat catches up everything....i sometimes wonder...y do ppl loses their fren..coz its like so so so easy to get a old frenship again...tt time when im in hosp..everything hits me...n many ppl told me my perpective in life changes a lot...hhahha..i hope its for the beta man~ but then..i totally agree..i can c this significant change in myself..nethertheless say my fren....all the gang whom i noe for more than 10yrs...lol.....but then...for those who r reading my blog...got my hp number in ur mobile...long time nv c me one...DROP me an sms...i sure will reply..!!!! n we can arrange to catch up anytime~ ;)
wow..long entry considering its onli pure text...lol....btw..for those who say the pub in bishan park sux...pls wake up ur idea..the plc simply ROCKS!...lol....n its orange juice is onli 2 bucks...nice n cheap..still got pool...where to find..n gng home..can walk or take cab..take cab is like 3+bucks loh..add up less than 10 bucks n can sit till anytime u wan...cool~
ok..this sat shall be a boring sat....maybe i juz go walk walk nearby area ba...not planning any "major" event to go to town..crowded sia...now im a tortise hiding at home..lol...okok..bk to my game...shall write again later...coz im too free....LOL...
*p.s. to all my fren...NO...i don understand love n neither m i trying this game ;)

Life isnt tt hard la...easy to say..hard to do..lol

2006-03-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

THURS LE!!!!! ok...time had being rather faster this few days compared to the last few mths...u add zach with lack of slp with lots of mails with lots of phone call n shit at work..u stir a bit..wat u get..~? A SUPER MANG ZANG ZACH!! lol..this morning was realli a torture...basically im yawning almost every sec...yest slept at 3+am...but blame who but myself..lol...play game till forgot abt time le...its was this morning tt i saw this pic->>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
super loh! if i could slp liddat for this morning jiu hao le...nvm~ this sat n sun shall be more relaxing for me..
the whole day thinking of gng to sim lim anot..had be procrastinating about buying a webcam n a 512mb transflash card for my mobile phone...but guess wat...i consider n consider n consider n things turn out totally the same as yest...i went home..lol...well..i guess i shall wait for the IT show to come ba...although i hate the crowd there..but if i buy now...then go IT show c got cheaper one..i sure mang zang loh...plan B is i go buy at sim lim...n don go IT SHOW! lol...but the irritating thing is...tt time comes..i sure got jio go one..then most prob i will drop by...argh...decision making is irritating...
btw..i juz fell in love wif a new kind of thing...rodium ring (explaination of rodium is courtesy of bud bud, lol)...anything to do wif rodium..its give me the feeling of dark power! lol....n thus...i bought a rodium ring from perlini.....
guess what the sales girl told me when i pay for the ring..."sir, the ring is plated wif rodium...so any wear n tear might cause the plating to drop...and we do not do any repair or re-coating, u ok with it?" i was like -_-" loh...i at cashier side le...say NO there meh....lol...so i act friendly n say "ok..sure"..hahahahahhaa..but then..i realli like the ring..went to the 2nd perlini then manage to get my size...i got damn fat finger..lol
lately im training out YOGA DIY...its much harder than what i tot, just the breathing alone is enuff to kill le...i always got distracted, realli lack of focus sia...but if got ppl wan to juz noe abt yoga a bit..i recommend this dvd which i bought at popular...comes wif a book...teaches some basic posture n breathing method...not bad...n its cheap...less than 20 bucks..i saw the pc-rom yoga cd in sim lim..29.90 loh...i also jioing ppl gng to learn yoga together..any1 interested tell me har....we go hunt for gd yoga lesson together.
tml fri le...n i totally have no plans to go anywhere...nowadays...home always seem the best hideout~ last wk i went to try the foot massage of kenko at capitol bld...im so so so tempted to try their 20 bucks 20 min xpress shoulder massage. i had being have this acute shoulder n neck pain for almost half a yr le...still not getting any beta...haiz...working life wif a comp sux....tt time after the foot massage..i totally concus when i reach home loh...i wonder izzit a foot massage or a 32km rd march...both the feeling match..lol...
n for those who r telling me tt life is hard...life is boring..life sux..moody..take a look at the below~

hahahahahahhaa...let me tell u...LIFE ISNT THAT HARD....cause no sadness can be remember at the instance tt u r smiling..so come on..~~~~ take a deep deep breath~~~~~1~2~3~
LETS SMILE!!!!
hahahaahahhahhhha

*signing off at home wif a tuna bread on hand...lol

First day of March...~

2006-03-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

let me c..first day of march..wats new~ i fell alsp wif my books wide open n my saliva dropped onto the book..lol....morning cannot wake up n as usual...im late for work....hahaha..sound rather routine~
i search n search n search the whole day also cannot find a gd host site for me to upload photos sia...i dl the wat HELLO program from google n blogspot...shall try it out later....
smtimes i wonder shl my position be changed to Associate Repairman or Associate BodyBuilder. was like carrying comp up n down..up n down n up n down till i forgot how many times le...for wat? i tell u...work no reason one..juz act bz can le..haha..its for a demo to be presented overseas...n despite my lvl 100 skills of SIAMING arrows. i still kana...hahaha..wan to noe how messy a table can be...let me show u...

hahha..this is wat i mean by messy...anyway..im used to it le..shucks..the dell box making it looks like a dell advert here..lol..for those who r looking for a job..n interested in getting in ST..let me show u how the "recreation area" looks like...*n also where i go to slack* ahahha

ok..i noe it doesnt look cosy..but tell u..when u nd a biscuit..all the can in the center will be helpful...ahahha..those r my backup for a OT nite...n the fridge..inside can have "treasure" one..lol...eg...EXPIRED MILK...ROTTEN FRUIT...hahaha..there is this piggy which i face every day at work...

shucks..the words on the pinky thing cannot c..anyway..its engraved wif mood inn..totally match my feeling nowadays.;)

for those who think im slack at work (aka my bud bud)..pls kindly take a look at below...

i got ard 200 mails one day..paiseh for the small size of the pic ah...so..!!! its not me not hardworking..its me working smart..LOL..now who wan to join me be 3D animator in ST aka tea brewer..minutes taker..chair repairman...comp carryman...hahhhhaa...how who dare to say ST bonus gd...WE EARN IT OK!!!!

last time for every ppl who r stress or sad....don eat choco..don go for retail therapy...eat two things..spinach n tuna..n hell ya u r rite..spinach..the popeye food...its proven to be able to cut down anxiety n tuna got the donnoe wat omega 3 thingy...can help to improve mood n prevent depression...of coz..to end it off..cannot juz say n no do....

upon reading the article..i went to buy two TUNA WIF MAYO!!! lol...zach recipe...wif raisin bread...SUPERBY!! lol...

signing off at home...~~~~~~

A new Start to my Life~

2006-03-01T01:23:00.000+08:00

Its late late in the nite. With a blank mind, i decided tt i want to jot down all my daily encounters..be it gd..sad or bad..~
havnt write journal for 2yrs le..hahah...rather weird to start again..but no worries..my faithful camera will stick wif me whenever i go now...my blog will be words n plenty of photos...
n here...truthfully~ Sincerely, i like to thanks my fren n buddy for all they did for me~
I love u all~ Im here all for u all...mushy!!! hahaha..ok..bk to maple~ then gng to slp le..tml half day or full day..tough decision..the lil devil in me is asking for an even longer break..lol~