know or not to know

today this qn was posed to me...if the result is bad...or smthg tt u don wan it to happen...wiill u rather to know or not to know...i ans immediately tt i wan to noe to my fren..but then..after some pondering...i realise im not strong in this faith of mine....auntie i may sound..but i realise if the truth is too drastic for me...juz maybe...ignorant is blessing in disguise...no long entry muttering of what i did in this few days...no complaints....juz some random thoughts~
how often we noe tt the thing we r fight or believing in is not logical..juz a myth...but yet we strive so hard to achieve n abide to it.....how often do i noe what im doing is wrong..but yet the sensible side always fall weak...how often did u hesitant in commiting to something..even if the choice are the onli one....how often u decide to be sad...juz becoz there is nthg to be happy abt...how often did u shriek at ur families at the smallest issue but yet forgive your frens for being late for hrs...how many times u tot this is one of the best fren u got..but within a few wks...lost all contacts.....thg serious..so smthg for u to think abt..cheers n nites~