me or not me

got some frenship problem gng ard my frens lately..n of coz tt include me too...i have come to understand...knowning me is too easy...n knowing others is way too hard...this is the time when im happy tt im mediocre...when im happy...laughter r loud..when im sad..i show it out..its scary when ur fren who don show it at all....izzit me or juz them? i wonder...i rem this msn nick of my fren....is the fren tt you have a invert formula wif ur age....i come to agree wif it....ppl wan more when u grow up...n more is nv enuff....its scary...but i come to terms wif it...lol..its juz some random rambling from my side...well...this plc is for me to juz rant w/o using my brain...:D
today..or rather yest...15th of july is the bday of my gd fren hilary~~~ okok la girl..u still look like 18...=X well..white lies wont harm...=X
another impt of my life when im trying hard to recover after so long is i hope all my families n frens forgive my 任性 for this few mths..i noe...i havnt being realli frenly lately..i lost a bit of me...but no worries...its getting bk...i think most of u will be scratching head n wondering wth m i talking abt..lol..well...it doesnt matters...for u to juz being here...reading this blog..is way more than what i ask for...=D
okok..enuff of the SPIRITAL thing..lol...went to casear today..this pub in bugis...juz bk n my cough is not getting any beta..well....there is always tml...n pls bao you tt tml will be beta...=D

nitey all~