it does matter~

was finding a gd day to pen all this thoughts down...i guess now is the time...was nv a master for emotion....was passing by YCK the another day...n also amk central..its not like i pass by there only once a decade..but it was this few days tt the recollection and emotions conquered me....i was a nv hack care guy...who went blurrly into mayflower sec n then ngee ann poly...n not to mention army. my poly frens will nv forget the first day of sch which i answered my mobile in the first lesson wif my class moderator...lol...tt still tickle me whenever i think abt it..the bellbottom jeans..the tight fit tshirt...what else man..lol...*trying hard to erase from memory =D* next is army..the sufferings in camp...*normally in silence..lol* the zero fighters in pull up to the gold standard in army...2yrs n 4mths....its nv a short period but yet...the memories is enuff for a life....ya...my closest frens are nethertheless my sec sch fren....12yrs and still counting are the days which we spend knowing each another....from sharing a few bucks to buy a plastic ball n kick ball under void deck to field soccer n now finally settling for street soccer as a mid-twenties..i must admit the gang is drifting apart...well..its for the better...bz wif our own life...we hardly touch on each another life as often as ever....but yet..i must still stand tall for being wif each another when ever in need...im nv a friendly ppl...for my colics shl noe....its either i noe u or i cant be bothered wif u...lol...there is nthg as in between...i don like knowing ppl for the sake of knowing...erm...too cheem? lol..how abt putting it as if there is a chance tt i noe sm1....fate will arrange for me....subconsiously....hahahaha....after typing so long..i donnoe whats the point im driving to...but i feel happy..for another time...the recollection of all this r sweet...it brings a gentle smile to me...lighting up the day...senseless talk? lol...well...life don nd to be black n white everytime....juz being grey at times leave us space to breathe n joy for...disagree as u might..but hope is always in the grey area...when no1 noes what gng to happen next..n tt is what keep every1 gng.~
ok la...soccer tml..time to hit the bunk..nitezZ