好累啊!!!

不好了!!!..as each of this wkday passes...im getting more n more fatigue...not the usual type..but those tt can make me doze up almost at any situation!!!...n i keep telling myself i got the whole wkend to recharged..n yet i still to out till wee hrs at wkend...-_-"..this is irony...i need self discipline...n shucks..this wkend got a few upcoming events le...tml nite i think got ktv...hope tt they all go smwhere near...n guys...not i don wan to join u all for whole ktv session nor the supper "trip"...but realli old le...fatigue n tiredness is like my middle name n slp is my long lost fren...lol....

潘嘉丽 new album not bad...u all can go buy...i like a few songs inside....apart from the 爱,无力and 计时炸弹 which u all keep listening in yes933, i highly recommended 有些爱and 非爱不可, but the rest of the songs also nice...got one duet she sang wif 洪俊扬,关于爱情....also not bad..but overall this album i rate 7.5 coz almost every song is "listen-able"...i still rem tt time 933 got one poll...asking ppl for kelly and 陈伟联album, which will buy...at tt time i only heard 计时炸弹 and tot kelly's album is not comparable...but im wrong...i heard both album...n both is GOOD...ok now singapore ppl can have more dreams le...singers seem like a feasible career...lol...the only thing is 933 too hard-selling their song le...maybe they shl broadcast more of the other songs in the album, rather than to keep broadcasting the same song once per hr n 24 times a day..lol....

do pardon for the boring wordings n no pic ah...office comp cannot install the blogger applet..n thus i using frontpage to edit...lol..so lazy...zzzzzZ

ya b4 i forgot..this sat still got a bbq...i admit...im a bit lazy to go...lol...maybe i will drop by on the day ba...i miss my bed..!!!: p.

the weirdo side of me is planning to nurture a new hobbie..hahaha....im thinking of learning how to grow flower or those small small plant...but then...i ask many of my frens...all donnoe sia...later maybe i go j8 buy those ready make one or those plant in a can n try out first...i was wondering which plant is easier to grow for newbie like me...n yet not so prone to mosquito n ants...coz its gng to be on my comp desk...or izzit overall a bad idea to grow in my rm...erm...what says u?

*signing off wif a mind awaiting for lunch...a grumpy stomach and 佷巧, 石欣卉 -遗失的美好 song is now on my media player...lol...okok..tata ; )

冲上云霄主题曲 超好听!!! ktv 有国语和粤语版

岁月如歌 (粤语版)
歌手：陈奕迅 专辑：live for today

爱上了看见你如何不懂谦卑
去讲心中理想不会俗气
犹如看得见晨曦才能欢天喜地
抱着你我每次回来多少惊喜
也许一生太短陪着你
情感有若行李仍然沉重待我整理

*天气不似如期但要走总要飞
道别不可再等你不管有没有机
给我体贴入微但你手如明日便要远离
愿你可以留下共我曾愉快的忆记
当世事再没完美可远在岁月如歌中找你*

再见了背向你回头多少伤悲
也许不必再讲所有道理
何时放松我自己才能花天酒地
抱着你我说过如何一起高飞
这天只想带走还是你
如重温往日邮寄但会否疲倦了嬉戏





国语版 (兄妹)
对我好对我好好到无路可退
可是我也很想有个人陪
才不愿把你得罪于是那么迂回

一时进一时退保持安全范围
这个阴谋让我好惭愧
享受被爱滋味却不让你想入非非

就让我们虚伪
有感情别浪费
不能相爱的一对
亲爱像两兄妹
爱让我们虚伪
我得到于事无补的安慰
你也得到模仿爱上一个人的机会
残忍也不是慈悲
这样的关系你说多完美

眼看你看著我看得那么暧昧
被爱爱人原来一样可悲
为甚么竟然防备别人给我献媚

不能推不能要要了怕你误会
让我想起曾经爱过谁
我所要的她不给好像小偷一样卑微

a run after almost 6 mths..~~~ old le..lol

so tired..lol..today i went to run wif my fren..oh man...first run since the last 6mths...still can run a bit la..but anything above the 2.4km is killing me...lol...ran from my hse to J8 then went bishan stadium then went bk to J8 buy bread...fyi...lol...this is provided by my fren...breadtalk promo for nite bread is after 9 n for crystal jade is after 8.30...ard 30% disc la....shucks as we both miss the promo timing...hahaha..but then...we still did our "shopping" in breadtalk n crystal jade...crystal jade staff in j8 not very friendly sia...so if u wan..go breaktalk ba...oppz..lol...came home....bath..now juz purely "rotting" is gd for me...lol..btw..the photo of my piggy bank...n ya..blurr me...long lang chuan the comics alr got epd 34 for half a yr le..today then i go buy...cant make it..so tonite i shall log off my game early n read my comics...u all slp early ba...this sentence is SPECIALLY for one person..so if u r reading..FOR GOD SAKE..go slp early...cannot keep study de...lol..okok....tataz

*signing off wif a tired leg..lol..oh man m i weak..for those who care abt me...muackz...for those who don...who cares anyway..lol

|aughTeR |s G0d's pReseNt t0 tH|s cha0t|c w0r|d

oh man m i tired...its being a long long wkend...okok...i shall start from sat morning..u noe...wake up...eat...wash up..maple a bit..then i went to meet hill at sim lim to help her wif her comp thingy..got some virus thingy which juz refuse to budge even as i format a few times..n thus..we went down to get her a new HD n also a new ADSL modem...spend 2hrs there "choosing" lol..coz i donnoe which one is CONFIRM supported by pacnet..n tt blurr girl..still using pacnet..the last of the stone age le...lol...but then.eventually still manage to get the right model...of coz wif the help of gracie..lol...THX GRACIE!!!...:) then went off to marine parade to help my bestest fren wif it...after like 10hrs (plus the late nite tt i went to her house to do also)..finally we got her comp all set...most impt..can play MAPLE n ONLINE..lol..n not forgetting SIMS II...lol..after tt went to meet some frens for some games event..its nice...i saw this laser shooting game in one of this website..any ONZ ppl here wanted join me? those who r bored of watching soccer..gng MOS...bored of the GV eating ur 9.50bucks on wkend..pm me..then im sure we can work out smthg...;) *realise how the boring things r so boring till the words r so small..lol
yaya...b4 i forgot..i got myself a REAL BIG piggy bank..lol..hope it can be full by the end of this yr..then its gng to be my biggest accomplisment..lol....blogger is having prob wif its online uploading network again..think must upload another day le..anyway the piggy bank is the main char in slamdunk..lol...my fav!
ok bk to sat event..lol..then nite i meet the gangs to go watch some soccer...ya i noe...i had being doing tt for yrs...n im TRYING real hard to go out of this routine..i nd new life..some new frens...more interesting thingys in life...pls pray for me...lol..then in the nite..after the soccer..i went to meet kaiqin for supper/dinner.....i was real hungry then sia...wrong nite nv eat...lucky still got her..the statue in mac...lol...she is gng to hibernate there till her exam finish le...n tt girl..nv failed to entertain me wif her speech..lol....n thus...heng got her to end my day...in pure leisure happiness..lol...GIRL...next time i go find u eat in MAC..we r gng to walk home tog!!!...lol....next time i shall carry u this statue bk..u tot u ronald mac the 2nd ah..lol..always stay there...lol....this morning is wif her also...juz to let u all noe..she is my neighbour la..lol..thus we went for breakfast tog...wif her NICE NICE milk tang yuan...thx for ur tang yuang ah..lol...then i helped her wif some photo s/w thingy...noon time was pure gaming...then nite came n i went to j8 to watch big mama 2...yaya...many will disagree..but the show ROCKS!..lol...dumb jokes..lame dressing..all u can think of to end the sun nite will pure dumbness joy...hahahah...YO! for those who donnoe abt YO! go watch the show..lol...u will cfm have a gd laugh..;)
less than 8hrs to work....oh man..the mon blues is hitting me real hard again..heng tml half day go SGH do EEG le...another of my appt...so many of them tiill i lost count le...okok..shall "roll" bk to my game..do my homework...n just BREATHE...lol...

*signing off wif a smile in my face as i had not watch a show since nov (chicken lil) le...n full of anticipation for all the upcoming event on this wkend...pray hard this 5 days pass like nobody biz..lol...nitey

work~ fren~ family~

work is frustrating....frenship is always fake n not lasting...family also not very gd...argh! life sux

*signing off wif a almost concus brain..nitey all~

what does this tueday means to u?!

i noe i noe..my blog is suffering from photo deficiency....havnt being realli to any plc which i think is worthy of a snap from my cam...ya u r rite..tts how BORING life have being...ya i noe..im still sick...donnoe how long sia..but then..wait ba...recovering is beta than nthg....juz came bk from jalan kayu for supper wif the gang..today not realli in a mood to write long entry..so make it short...its a gossip n gossip n gossip session..wif some prata as refreshments..lol..so this tue does not leave anything in my recollection...hahahah...well..i beta go slp early..tired le....tataz all~

*signing off in a moody situation n hopefully she got think of me..;)

what happens when the next day is MON?

ans~ we HIBERNATE~~~ lol....fruitful wkend for me though...suddenly tot of making my desk to LOOK like a desk..n thus i went to buy some stationary n a STATIONARY HOLDER...lol...in my fav..black n wood...now things realli very ex...juz buying statonarys can cost 10+ bucks..kua zhang..anyway...today blogger a bit "smthg wrong" i don seem to be able to post pic..nvm..when it recover then i post the pic ba...sat nite i spent at coconut grove again..well..i guess its a simple n nice plc to juz nuai ba....old le..all those crowded n noisy plc kinda turn me off...but then...i guess its juz part of growing up...lol...now i everyday wear polo-T...frens ard me r ordering kopi-O instead of coke...all this r all proof tt we r getting old le..lol....coconut grove nite was...simple...some fruit blend..a game of taboo....N A SUPPER AGAIN!...ya i nv eat...but then...it always seems like supper is a must...i still cant figure out y...but yet seem so not "onz" if i go take cab alone..haiz...hard sia...nvm...next topic..lol
this morning was the usual soccer..juz played two game onli..but i guess its all tt i nd to get tired now..ahhha...long time nv realli excercise le...so nd to build up again...~ in the noon time...i n jar n jw n yq went to amk lan to play dota...ya i noe..its lame..but then...yq jio n thus i go...y izzit lame? coz i can play at home...! lol..but then, i must agree tt gng out to play tog is another kind of feeling la...i also juz came bk from xuemin house not long ago..tt girl is gng bk to auzzie for her studies again..gng to be there for another yr then bk for holiday...today went her house n ate her nice beehoon n curry..lol....this girl is a vet to be...cool rite...but then...her house got a few dogs n seems like she is not realli very "kind" to them leh..lol..oppz....anyway...its a nice nite...simple one...but yet very cosy..smthg tt i like on a sun nite...if time could stall for u...wat would u be hoping tt u r doing? i can do anything...juz not work can le..lol..ok..time to do my homework n hit my bed early..tml the mon blues will sweep me in wave...lol...moody day again...shucks...tataz~

*signing off wif a very full stomach...a nv ending thirst n a blessing for my dear xuemin..take care n be well..~ cheers~ ;)

we r fortunate..juz tt we donnoe~

today went to SGH again to another appt..nthg much there though...onli one thing..for those who frequent outram park mrt...u noe the bridge tt link the staton n SGH..on the bridge there is this blind uncle who sell tissue n also mentos....i had being gng to SGH alot lately...n thus i had seen him for many times le..everytime i wanted to juz go up...strike a short conversation n also lend a helping hand....but many times..i chicken out...i donnoe y..but juz donnoe how to go abt doing it..today on my way bk...i brave up n approach him...while passing him the 2bucks...he told me he is gng to give me my charges..i was like "no nd la uncle" then he say i shl take a mentos...n thus i did...what is most impt is his smile towards me..he cant c me..but he ask me a qn which even if i c a normal fren on street also wont ask..he ask me whether im gng home...not being emotional here...a normal fren also can be a hi bye kind...but this uncle de smile...his juz a mere mention of whether im gng home...n his sincere thanks...it all went deep into my heart...i donnoe whether im so brave enuff to endure life if my sight is taken from me...for those who always say they r poor..blah blah blah...pls...take a break from ur bz schedule..pause for a sec...take a gd look....whether the bigger paycheck..the posh-er car...the diamond ring u r aftering...is this all more meaningful then juz bringing a smile on sm1 else face

*signing off wif a happy mind ;)

Lok KOK mee....

today halfday at work..then went off to sgh for appt..then after tt..went to meet hill n gracie for lunch...last time when the two of them work in same plc..i always go meet them when i got appt in sgh..now gracie no work there le..chances also less le...tts y..its special..;)
went to eat the lok kok mee which i promise hill for decades le..lol...the shop is in chinatown...not exactly superby..but i think its nice enuff to go n eat la..range from 3.90 to 8.90 which got a few lame abalone inside de...apart from this..i must recommend the drink..this drink qte nice...show u pic...b4 n after..lol..n YA HILL...im doing this pic showing of b4 n after..lol...anyway...the real

name is kolo mee..lol...after lunch...hill had to go back to work le..n i went down to citylink wif gracie to hunt for my adidas jacket...jarvis told me this morning there got the plain dark brown de..n i tell u....NO HAVE..lol..onli the standard black n white color de..i like the white one..but then...my fren have le..so cannot buy la..lol...although i came bk empty handed..but gracie got herself a nice blue headband kind...qte nice..7.90...actually she was aiming this shirt also..but then..after i tell her tt...she is like spending more than me..she drop the idea..lol..so we guai guai went to take train le...today realli didnt do much..apart from the new extension of maple story is out...went to buy its cd..2bucks onli..but now got some lame 2xExp card..got timing one...15bucks for 4 hrs n 2 mths..i thinking of changing to guildwar le..lol..when..c all my fren la...they all play wat then i play wat la...its more of a online chat n game to me more than anything..;)

well..this is the 2bucks cd...cute game la..juz enuff to kill time..for excitement..go for WOW/DOTA or guildwar..lol....today onli wed...when then finish wkdays sia..i cant wait for sat to come...pls pls..the hand of the clock..move faster eh sai ma..lol...

okok..i go play game....or rather..talk in msn...listen to music..play game...eat...hahha..im multitasking!

*signing off while playing maple n talking to bud...tata

MIND U! im a HUMAN BEING!

MIND U!!!! IM NOT A SUBSITUTIONS....!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!

when love is like holding each another as hostage?

歌曲：人质
歌手：张惠妹 专辑：我要快乐

我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部份的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差

人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗我们都别说谎

Tue Blues~

yest i onli work halfday...so its tue blues for this wk...juz the tot of having another 9hr of work infront of me gets me down le...everything seem slow...even go canteen eat come bk also juz 9.30am...wth...of onli we have onli 3 working days in a wk..then i onli have mon blues...tue aka real working day..then i can change it to TGIW..Thanks God Is Wednesday...ok i noe..its a dream..but then...i love to dream..lol...
today realli cannot wake up loh...wif my flash-kind of speed..i still reach office late..lol...wats new anyway...hahahaa...i realise i got nthg to write for the past few days...y? coz i hide at home n play games...cant expect me to write wat i did in my game rite..hahaha...i noe i noe...i can imagine u all saying..."get alive", but then...tts my way of relaxation n killing time...as sheng kia always say...tts my way of ninja...lol...after so many yrs of kaopei-ing weijiang aka bandicoot82/onlinegamegod82 tt he kp playing online game..now i have submerged myself into it....lol...but i guess...its nthg serious nor impt nor harmful...its juz another way of relaxation...but of coz la..don keep playing games then don go out..tts bad...
i find one of the rules in the "rules of life" qte interesting...
it says...for everyday..keep some time to ownself..ya i noe..tts nthg new rite..but then..the explaination there is interesting...its say..for this little time tt u leave for urself...be it juz 5mins or 15mins...in this time...juz stone...don do anything...if u r listening to music..its music break..if u have a cup of coffee wif u..then its a tea break...if u r reading mag or newspaper...u r actually doing work...so for this short time..juz do nthg..enjoy the feeling of being alive...n guess wat...for this 15mins of UR OWN TIME...be selfish..be annoyed...be irritating...be everything tt ur normal self will not do...tts another way of balancing life ba....lol...we cant be the nice guy every sec...nd to fai xie out...ok..enuff of my philosophy talk..lol..i shall crawl bk to work le..tataz~

*signing off wif a calm mind...a lazy body n a half aslp brain...lol

sick~~~~~

wat a bad day...yest went to watch soccer in serangoon area..n maybe coz of the mixed sausuage tt i ate...i came home only to have a real bad diarroea...realli in great pain sia...then had two dose of bao qi wan...today a long day sia...ltr have to go c doc in SGH...but b4 tt..i shall go c a GP first ba...to c hows my stomach first..don think the senior consultant in SGH will entertain me if i say i stomachache ba...no mood...sian...i nd a doze of happiness inject into my body..if onli tt is such a medicine jiu hao le..haiz...

*signing off wif a bloated stomach...a sian until CMI mind and wooby legs after gng to toilet too many times...pls bao you me shen ti jian kang!

tired + tired + tired = ?

argh..another late fri nite..i realli badly nd to cut down on the time i spend awake after midnite sia..im testing my body limit again n again..lol..yest reach home 3+am le...tired..~ very tire.d.lol...but then..yest was for a gd reason..meet up wif the gang n this time..add in huiyi n xuemin...n its a gd cosy nite wif some gd old frens catch up.....me n huiyi...the siao cha bo..lol

me n huiyi

me n xuemin

ah min is leaving for auzzie soon man..another one yr there b4 coming bk...so thinking of treating her for a gd dinner in this wk or so..hopefully all can take time off for it sia..;)

yest was the same plc..explorer zone in bishan park..its ok..apart from this girl..or rather even underage looking girl tt keep asking us to buy beer n wine..i was like..eh...gimme a break...lol..anyway..i INSISTED on my 2bucks orange juice.lol.well i nv drink alcohol one also ma..so its doesnt appeal to me to drink juz becoz of her bugging ba..lol...after the gathering...i went to big mac center to meet my fren to eat..super hungry loh...had the nice ba cho mee..lol..it always help to cheer me up when i eat tt..nice sia...anyway...my fren was there working all night..was suppose to bug her to go home de..but then..in vain..lol...uni life is realli too bz n stress le ba...anyway...then i went home le...was too tired to even play 10mins of game..online then offline.doze off after reading juz 2pages of my book...but wake up still feeling tired leh..jialat..this means im not getting quality slp..wat shl i do sia..argh!

the creative mp3 player in IT show is tempting me..but then..i guess i must make do wif my hp n shuffle for now ba...i don realli nd it badly also....i still got a long wishlist sia...jialat..spend all my money also cannot buy sia..lol...okok..i shall go catch some slp..tata...update tonite..;) i must say again b4 i go...AH MEI new album is NICE! lol

*signing off wif a dizzy feeling the whole day..well..i think im getting used to dizziness juz like a child learning to walk..lol..izzit bad? i wonder..~

IT show....~

thurs...ok..i confessed..i slack..lol..i took some off hrs from work n went to IT show wif caris...got myself a decent no brand webcam which is the same as what ben bought...its not very ncie looking..its without warranty...its no brand..but then..~ its CHEAP...39bucks for a webcam..with quite gd video capturing..not realli laggy n stil got night vision function n still got built in mic..where to find sia!!..the cheapest i saw abt logitech n creative is like gng for 49-69bucks..n the quality cannot be comparably to mine as they r consider to be the LOWEst range in their product..bleah them.lol...anyway..this is the webcam->>>>
looks like a cat eye sia..lol...anyway...im contented wif it as im juz using it once in a while n for the fun of it...;) so any1 who got webcam..jio me...i webcam wif u..lol...
okok..bk to IT show...wif my IT savvy title on me..of coz i must comment a bit on the IT show...for those thinking there is gng to be lots of pretty n wear less less promoter there...think again...this yr IT show is huge...3storey in total...lvl 3,4 and 6. This yr not realli many those more kua zhang promoter....creative also nv use their creative girls this time...rather in place is a big booth..wif lots of counter to answering any doubts of the cust. I think more prob u all will be interested in ext HD price...i nv realli went to search for the lowest price..but from wat i seeing...a 40GB harddisk n a basic casing...it gng at 113 and 115...both the cheapest tt i saw there today. not realli many Best Buy there ba...i think the most affordable n attractive is the printer..but then..it had being tt way for every yr..anyway..caris got herself a nice looking printer..3in1...cheap ink...at onli 179bucks..a nice price tag rite...nowadays printer is like so HIGH tech..any printer showcase in the IT show is like all photo-printable.n all at affordable price..well..im still using a lame lexmark printer..lolanyway this is caris's loot of the day->>>>>>
with lots of pamplets on top..lol...i donnoe who started this thinking of giving out trolley for printer buyer..but then.it realli came in handy n seem like a must for all this show le..i guess this lil "gift" realli help to promote much of the printer sales sia...after tt...went to smwhere in thomson to eat...shucks..i forgot how to spell the name of tt prata house le...anyway..i shall label it as...a prata house "in upper thomson rd...wif aircon..serve very spicy mee goreng...got this very nice limejuice...decent price...near pierce reservoir n YCK rd" ahahhaa.i guess its qte a popular plc...wat casuarina rd there..paiseh ah..ang mo bu hao...donnoe how to spell...lol...
for those who r thinking of gng IT show on the next 3 days...think twice...i will recommend a few essential b4 u go...first...A PEACEFUL mind...as its gng to be real packed..2nd...A mind tt is willing to accept tt u r gng to go home empty-handed as there are realli not many gd buys there...all ard same price in sim lim...at most printer can buy nia..3rd...a pair of strong legs...as its gng to be damn crowded n wif 3 storey...the escalator gng to be stopped to prevent ppl from falling...ur legs gng to suffer a bit...4th...some spare cash...ya i noe...u buy a printer..u go out hoping for a cab...think again! this is the pic of a THURS NOON time at 3pm...look at the que...n wkend not gng to be onli this!
so get urself tt 2.5bucks or 4bucks realli if u r gng to get ur loot of the day bk home...okok...i told u all the bad points le..so wats abt IT show...okok...if u r passing by n too ENG...go in n squeeze ba...okok..if u think sim lim is not cheap enuff n u r willing to carry the printers n monitor on ur hand n take train...IT show is for u...lastly..show u a pic taken inside...let u c the crowd at 1+pm at IT show IN THURS.....
so a last piece of advise..take train to bugis.,walk over to sim lim n buy ur IT stuff...its gng to be real spacious n empty there..lol...n u can take train home...gd rite..ok..enuff of IT show...
im listening to Ah mei new album..not too bad...can buy...considering her prev few album which c her popularity dropping..i think this album will be a gd start for a return to her diva status..;)
this sat gng to meet up wif min n ping n the rest of the gang for a gd ktv session in orchard..i guess tts the most awaiting event of this wk le...its always nice to meet up wif old frens again..:D
apart from this..i reading up on yoga again...any1 wif any gd yoga center to recommend..pls pls pls msg me...any price below 20bucks per lesson is highly considerable...n! i still havnt call trueyoga to ask for the price..ARGH..the procrastinating side of me is acting again...okok..i shall move my butt n go bath le..lolz..tataz

*signing off wif ah mei song...a 275buck starhub bills infront of me n a real tired body after the nap...d0n talk to me.. bte~

lame chop day~

today rather a brainless day n thus nthg much to write sia...but then..as usual..i still got my usual EMOTIONAL thinkings la..lol..sent a photo to a old sec fren then she realise tt i still got contacts wif many of our common sec sch mates...thus..i shall post up the pic..;)

i invite them over for steamboat in my hse the another day...ppl not in the pic is ah lock n nian cai n julia~ its qte a "miracle" in how we are still so close as such a big grp after so many yrs...but tt explains the reason y most of the guys in the gang are bachelor..everytime c same ppl...sian bui~ lol
ok..finally the IT show will be up tml..hopefully i can take half a day leave n go wif caris there...then maybe meet up wif my army fren also..ok..juz in case he got read my blog..its shiyong la..lol...later he say i no say his name...hahhaa...wanted to get myself webcam..transflash card n ext HD, blah blah blah..but then..budget is tight..much of my money went to hosp bills le...so...maybe i will juz get a cheap webcam...don ask me y i nd it..its juz a craving for IT stuff..lol...n transflash card n ext HD shall be next yr agenda le...for the time being..i shall rely on my 256mb thumbdrive ba...its had serve me well for the past yr n hopefully can tahan till next yr..:X i juz got to noe tt the med tt i take..cannot go wif grapefruit...erm...i wonder does tt include ribena pastilles n fruitip's grape flavour de...siao liao loh..i was eating so much of tt when i first got sick...erm..hopefully nthg serious happen to my body sia..*praying hard*
i got a very bad habit now..i like to slp late..n i CANNOT slp late...reason 1...i got work...reason 2..my med makes me slpy n dizzy n drowsy...reason 3..im sick..i shl be slping more..haiz.for the past few days..i try to slp 15mins earlier than the prev day..today the slping timing reaches 1245 le..hopefull after this wkend..i can slp slightly b4 midnite..tts the final aim...lol
ok..i noe i talk abt this bk b4..a book borrowed from jarvis... but got one prob..i STILL YET TO FINISH THE BOOK..oh man..jarvis is gng to kill me for this...lol...still halfway onli...i beta finish my blog fast fast n then go read le..lol...n guess wat..i take bk my words from my prev post..this book i give it a rating 7.5/10...the more i read abt this book...it juz get more interesting...n its a rather easy book to read...2pages to a rule n a total 100rules...n yes i admit..i always fall aslp after 10rules liddat..thus resulting to the SLOW progress..lol..but then..i treat it as a b4 slp book la...tts the main reason..n not becoz its not interesting..

today got a few weird thing...my fren ms hill went to slp at 11+....tts werido num 1. secondly, my taxi claim invoice came bk but then no money is credited to my acct..this is weirdo 2 n IM TOTALLY DISGUSTED loh...thirdly, i realise there is more than 10 ppl reading my blog...n tts quite a big achievement for me..lol...i think i go slp le..having this very serious disease...SLEEPY HEAD..lol..the more i slp..i more i feel like slping...its like a nvending cycle...i tml go IT show c got wat gd lobang n tell u all ah...

*signing off wif a book n a lame chop feeling..lol...*lao tian ye..qing bao you wo ming tian hui geng hao*

PUREyoga~

for those who had being reading my blog...i guess u all noe im rather interested in yoga lately...then today ELIN told me more n recommend me to hot yoga n pure yoga...i guess im gng to give hot yoga a miss..coz its those go there do more physical posture one...im rather interested in the classes which pureyoga in pacific plaza provide..http://www.trueyoga.com.sg/classes.htm..paiseh if cannot create a link here ah...the stoopid office network ban almost everything apart from work..lol...they got more than 10 kinds of yoga there leh..i wonder wat the price will be...if any1 went there or ask b4..drop me a comment n tell me ah~ N of coz..any1 insterested..tell me also...or any exercise who could promote both health, body n mental de...tell me..im willing to give it a try sia..;)
n for those who tot yoga is for sissy..MIND U!..coz its super tiring loh..i do 30mins yoga macciam go run 15mins loh...legs will get tired..sweat...everything la..okok..bk to work..adioz

*signing off wif a confused mind n donnoe do wat feeling..lol

OMIGOD...Disney on ICE!!!!!!

OMIGOD!!!! ANYONE WAN TO GO WATCH DISNEY ON ICE WITH ME?!?!?!?
hahaha..i juz got to noe its on from 10th mar to 19th mar...any1...interested tell me..if got ppl got special tix price..also msg me!!! ;)

Office network~ CMI~!

ok i noe..office is for work..but then..all work n no fun will make zach a boring guy..lol...but since the revamp of the server last few mths..i lost almost every single leisure at work...first they ban the MSN!! OMIGOD.....i was totally stunt loh...they say wan to cut cost...so change server to be at the STEE corporate side...ok..after a few mths..i got used to it...I REN! then...they start to band friendster...ok...i also nv realli go surf friendster much although the blog in the friendster i also must go home read...then...they banned GMAIL..ok...this is the starting of the nonsense....y ban email server? bullshiT! then now...i realise...even activeX applet is not allowed...u will be asking..so? SO!!!! i cannot even bloody hell upload some pic in my blog at work...which result in this frustrating mail! lol...ok...enuff of my rambling....time to get bk to work...lots of documents waiting for me...argh!

*signing off wif a bu shuang face n not willing to work mind..LOL

late nite feeling~

let me c..ist 1.13am..late nite for me...juz finish my game..ya i noe..im a lamer..nthg but gaming...but then..its another form of distraction ba...i think as long as the process is nice....i don realli care wat im doing..lol....so gaming n slping always sound gd to me...
i donnoe y...this few mths i became more n more like a girl...getting more n more emotional...dull feelings this phrase sound like alien to me now..every single sec im having more tots than ever...well..i don realli noe its gd anot..but then..i think i shall go wif the flow ba...~
gng to slp soon as tml gng to have real big wave of mon blues hitting me....so gng to make this entry short..juz wan to note down...
*i realise im not a nice guy...n guess wat..im enjoying the process of being bad...i got this lil devil in me...n im learning to NOT feel any guilt

*signing off wif a real tired brain....hope tml i will be well n healthy~....

johari...~

Seem like its the IN thing now...okok..i noe im a bit slow...hahha..but do this for me...any praise will be accepted n any negative remark will be FORGOTTEN...lol

http://kevan.org/johari?name=paper_pr0be

*giam sia* ; )

*signing off wif a tired body from soccer n a mind in searching~

the same old sat tt i spend for yrs..lol

the sat might have pass faster than i tot..but guess wat..this sat i got diff feelings to it...although nthg done on this sat..but yet..i got this "nice" feeling abt this sat...its like...no news mean gd news..lol....didnt do much on this wkend till now...juz came bk home from the ROUTINE soccer watching n even more ROUTINE supper...for my gang ppl readng this blog...i need not to intro the plc again...its ->>>>>>>>
COCONUT GROOVE...a rather nice plc in hougang..simple..got soccer to watch..open till 2am on wkend...near to supper plc..aks punggol nasi lemak...no service charges..sound too gd to be true? go try it! its at huogang ave 2...near punggol nasi lemak..exact road name is SIMON ROAD......
today i "tried" to tidy up my table...then i suddenly realise...i got PLENTY of backdated books to finish...shucks man....seem like i must stop buying books for the time being..must spend some quality time n finish wats on hand first...for those interested...im now on the books "Rules of Life",,,,by richard templar.....im smwhere halfway of the book...not the best motivating books ard..but then...its does have some simple thinking of life which i believe theres no harm in reading....personally i like two of the rules.."know when to let go - when to walk away" and "draw the lines ard urself.."...i badly nd to know when to let go sia...i got this fren who told me b4..."in life, there are things..the harder u try to hold on to it..the more the thing will slip off".....anyway...enuff of DR ZACH...lol.....the books does have some interesting info which can be shared to every1...so if u r free...n u have the time..go get urself the book....any hardcore readers shl finish the books in juz 3-4days ba...
today another of my fren told me abt the changes she notice in me...haiz...realli got so much changes ma?! i realli wonder..so if there is any fren out there..who thinks the same way n have some gd advice to me...feel free to comment...im always happy to rcv more info of myself..;)
its late le..i beta eat my med n go slp....last sentence for the day..
for those who care abt me...thanks for everything..for those who don...i don care a bit...

*signing off wif an empty brain...a body full of side effects from the med...n a mind...full of anticipation of the future...praying to ti gong....pls make me healthy again...i nd to feel loved again...lol...nitey~

what a day~ what an outing

sian...today i forgot to bring my camera out...thus no pic le...n worst still..i totally forgot abt my mobile phone cam...shl have snap a few shots down..
anyway..yest rating of the was 7...lol...came bk home early at are 4+pm as im not feeling very well...had a short nap....then was woken up by a fren to ask me to go organise some outing...so...i wake up...while on my maple story...i was 60% on my current lvl..n i make phone calls on my mobile as my mum is using the phone....n guess wat...when i went out of my hse...im alr 90% exp le...u will be wondering...wat does tt mean..its means..i was organise an outing for more than 3 hrs.!!! its freaking mang zang loh....i was wondering...as time in my poly times...organising an outing is like..."eh..ltr amk mrt control at 2"..one call or sms will settle it...now~ as we get older....we tend not to give commitment...like wat xuhong says...we all have our own minds now...looks like this TBC (The Bachelor Club)is not gng to last long also la...n i foresee myself as the last monk in sg...lol...anyway....meet up wif xuhong n teckleng in this wine bar call wineflair in thomson....
its was not very gd yest as the lead singer...(they got this live singer there singing on wkend)...a 15-16yrs old girl...who is both pretty n sing well..lol...well..i guess tts the biggest attraction~ ahhhaa...she is not there!!! then i heard tt she went to other plcs to sing n maybe got herself some contract for singing le...RESULT? wineflair was quiet...onli a few couple there..thus we went down to bishan park II..i donnoe the pub name..but the plc is freaking near to my hse...n i like the environment...
then another conicidence there..i saw xuemin n huiying there...huiying i got a few yrs nv c her le...time flies~ from a siao cha bo..she had out-grown me totally..lol...driving a car now...working for career...although she is still as noisy as last time..lol....n don forget..xuemin...my dear vet to be...shes gng bk to auzzie in 2wks time...thus i shl plan another outing to meet up wif them...u noe..its kind of nice to meet up wif all this frens whom u noe for yrs....their number is in ur mobile..but yet..u nv meet up...juz a simple chit chat catches up everything....i sometimes wonder...y do ppl loses their fren..coz its like so so so easy to get a old frenship again...tt time when im in hosp..everything hits me...n many ppl told me my perpective in life changes a lot...hhahha..i hope its for the beta man~ but then..i totally agree..i can c this significant change in myself..nethertheless say my fren....all the gang whom i noe for more than 10yrs...lol.....but then...for those who r reading my blog...got my hp number in ur mobile...long time nv c me one...DROP me an sms...i sure will reply..!!!! n we can arrange to catch up anytime~ ;)
wow..long entry considering its onli pure text...lol....btw..for those who say the pub in bishan park sux...pls wake up ur idea..the plc simply ROCKS!...lol....n its orange juice is onli 2 bucks...nice n cheap..still got pool...where to find..n gng home..can walk or take cab..take cab is like 3+bucks loh..add up less than 10 bucks n can sit till anytime u wan...cool~
ok..this sat shall be a boring sat....maybe i juz go walk walk nearby area ba...not planning any "major" event to go to town..crowded sia...now im a tortise hiding at home..lol...okok..bk to my game...shall write again later...coz im too free....LOL...
*p.s. to all my fren...NO...i don understand love n neither m i trying this game ;)

Life isnt tt hard la...easy to say..hard to do..lol

THURS LE!!!!! ok...time had being rather faster this few days compared to the last few mths...u add zach with lack of slp with lots of mails with lots of phone call n shit at work..u stir a bit..wat u get..~? A SUPER MANG ZANG ZACH!! lol..this morning was realli a torture...basically im yawning almost every sec...yest slept at 3+am...but blame who but myself..lol...play game till forgot abt time le...its was this morning tt i saw this pic->>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
super loh! if i could slp liddat for this morning jiu hao le...nvm~ this sat n sun shall be more relaxing for me..
the whole day thinking of gng to sim lim anot..had be procrastinating about buying a webcam n a 512mb transflash card for my mobile phone...but guess wat...i consider n consider n consider n things turn out totally the same as yest...i went home..lol...well..i guess i shall wait for the IT show to come ba...although i hate the crowd there..but if i buy now...then go IT show c got cheaper one..i sure mang zang loh...plan B is i go buy at sim lim...n don go IT SHOW! lol...but the irritating thing is...tt time comes..i sure got jio go one..then most prob i will drop by...argh...decision making is irritating...
btw..i juz fell in love wif a new kind of thing...rodium ring (explaination of rodium is courtesy of bud bud, lol)...anything to do wif rodium..its give me the feeling of dark power! lol....n thus...i bought a rodium ring from perlini.....
guess what the sales girl told me when i pay for the ring..."sir, the ring is plated wif rodium...so any wear n tear might cause the plating to drop...and we do not do any repair or re-coating, u ok with it?" i was like -_-" loh...i at cashier side le...say NO there meh....lol...so i act friendly n say "ok..sure"..hahahahahhaa..but then..i realli like the ring..went to the 2nd perlini then manage to get my size...i got damn fat finger..lol
lately im training out YOGA DIY...its much harder than what i tot, just the breathing alone is enuff to kill le...i always got distracted, realli lack of focus sia...but if got ppl wan to juz noe abt yoga a bit..i recommend this dvd which i bought at popular...comes wif a book...teaches some basic posture n breathing method...not bad...n its cheap...less than 20 bucks..i saw the pc-rom yoga cd in sim lim..29.90 loh...i also jioing ppl gng to learn yoga together..any1 interested tell me har....we go hunt for gd yoga lesson together.
tml fri le...n i totally have no plans to go anywhere...nowadays...home always seem the best hideout~ last wk i went to try the foot massage of kenko at capitol bld...im so so so tempted to try their 20 bucks 20 min xpress shoulder massage. i had being have this acute shoulder n neck pain for almost half a yr le...still not getting any beta...haiz...working life wif a comp sux....tt time after the foot massage..i totally concus when i reach home loh...i wonder izzit a foot massage or a 32km rd march...both the feeling match..lol...
n for those who r telling me tt life is hard...life is boring..life sux..moody..take a look at the below~


hahahahahahhaa...let me tell u...LIFE ISNT THAT HARD....cause no sadness can be remember at the instance tt u r smiling..so come on..~~~~ take a deep deep breath~~~~~1~2~3~
LETS SMILE!!!!
hahahaahahhahhhha


*signing off at home wif a tuna bread on hand...lol

First day of March...~

let me c..first day of march..wats new~ i fell alsp wif my books wide open n my saliva dropped onto the book..lol....morning cannot wake up n as usual...im late for work....hahaha..sound rather routine~
i search n search n search the whole day also cannot find a gd host site for me to upload photos sia...i dl the wat HELLO program from google n blogspot...shall try it out later....
smtimes i wonder shl my position be changed to Associate Repairman or Associate BodyBuilder. was like carrying comp up n down..up n down n up n down till i forgot how many times le...for wat? i tell u...work no reason one..juz act bz can le..haha..its for a demo to be presented overseas...n despite my lvl 100 skills of SIAMING arrows. i still kana...hahaha..wan to noe how messy a table can be...let me show u...

hahha..this is wat i mean by messy...anyway..im used to it le..shucks..the dell box making it looks like a dell advert here..lol..for those who r looking for a job..n interested in getting in ST..let me show u how the "recreation area" looks like...*n also where i go to slack* ahahha

ok..i noe it doesnt look cosy..but tell u..when u nd a biscuit..all the can in the center will be helpful...ahahha..those r my backup for a OT nite...n the fridge..inside can have "treasure" one..lol...eg...EXPIRED MILK...ROTTEN FRUIT...hahaha..there is this piggy which i face every day at work...

shucks..the words on the pinky thing cannot c..anyway..its engraved wif mood inn..totally match my feeling nowadays.;)

for those who think im slack at work (aka my bud bud)..pls kindly take a look at below...

i got ard 200 mails one day..paiseh for the small size of the pic ah...so..!!! its not me not hardworking..its me working smart..LOL..now who wan to join me be 3D animator in ST aka tea brewer..minutes taker..chair repairman...comp carryman...hahhhhaa...how who dare to say ST bonus gd...WE EARN IT OK!!!!

last time for every ppl who r stress or sad....don eat choco..don go for retail therapy...eat two things..spinach n tuna..n hell ya u r rite..spinach..the popeye food...its proven to be able to cut down anxiety n tuna got the donnoe wat omega 3 thingy...can help to improve mood n prevent depression...of coz..to end it off..cannot juz say n no do....

upon reading the article..i went to buy two TUNA WIF MAYO!!! lol...zach recipe...wif raisin bread...SUPERBY!! lol...

signing off at home...~~~~~~

A new Start to my Life~

Its late late in the nite. With a blank mind, i decided tt i want to jot down all my daily encounters..be it gd..sad or bad..~
havnt write journal for 2yrs le..hahah...rather weird to start again..but no worries..my faithful camera will stick wif me whenever i go now...my blog will be words n plenty of photos...
n here...truthfully~ Sincerely, i like to thanks my fren n buddy for all they did for me~
I love u all~ Im here all for u all...mushy!!! hahaha..ok..bk to maple~ then gng to slp le..tml half day or full day..tough decision..the lil devil in me is asking for an even longer break..lol~