getaway

im hoping to plan for a short trip overseas maybe beginning of next yr...when i complete the two proj on hand now...realli hoping this goes through..any1 tt thinks they wan to travel n will have fun wif zach ard..drop me a sms..maybe we can work smthg out..=D backpack...agency...anything tt is relaxing rox....even if not interested..maybe juz drop me a comment or sms n tell me where is nice..thx~ time to hit the bed....bye here n hi to my pillow =P

yo oh! lol

hi every1..being a while sia...having a few proj on hand at work..thus not much time to even update a single entry...=P being a hetic mth man...lol...a few major "happenings" i lost my phone at changi airport last wk n ya..i lost some of the so called "newer" contacts ^^" so if u think u belong to tt category...drop me a sms..my number is still the same wor...last last fri went for hong de bday..hope i nv get the date wrong..lol..nethertheless..i hope he stay happy n fun throughout....lots of bday gng ard lately..last wk jzu went to armanda country club for my bud cindy bday chalet...shared a bag n a flip flop like for her..happy bday bud...i hope u enjoyed tt tiring chalet...lol...btw..tt chalet is real cold...i was like shivering throughout...lol...eventually went to seek shelter at the balcony to slp...rather outcast la...lol...i don drink...n thus i cant join in any of the games there...but at least the gang enjoyed themselves wif the laughter heard =D still think maybe next time those drinking event..maybe i juz drop by ba..lol...im rather xtra as i don drink...n juz occupying a seat there seem lame :P
this fri is weijun bday...b4 that is suppose to go support bean de ultimate comedican program i think...hopefully can make the show...lately reali being too bz....fatigue...slp at 12+ everyday compared to the 2-3am last time wor..lol..donnoe izzit gd anot...:X
juz got a old sec fren who juz added me in friendster...wohoo...lol...meihui..tt girl nv change a bit...still as motherly as ever...:P but then m i glad to c an old fren....
next wk is the bday wk...angie pg n caris bday...gng to be bz though..lol...so i beta rest more this wk...slping at wee hrs or even not slping at all doesnt realli help to bring my tiredness lvl down...lol...
despite all this complain..i went to ktv wif val n her fren yest..lol...well it was pure boliaoness n "gas venting" there...but still..fun...lol...
yest went to straighten out some tots n mention it to this fren...i guess n hope its correct..not as if she ever gave me any response at all though..lol..still as cool as usual...n me still as dull n dumb as ever..bleah...ok..time to move on wif life..bk to my work...adioz dudez

grastic + work + proposal

im realli tired....work had being toiling me down to the rock....make my way to hong's bday today...no surprise...drink..dancing...n after drunk event n crazy talks n touchy body..lol..well...not exactly the best day for me...was realli tired when i reach as was rushing some work..well i saw darren wif his new gf...tts realli cool man...another guy out of this bachelor club...hope all can leave in due time =D but it was all sunny for the nite....was having this realli bad grastic which eventually leaving me realli mang zang...i must realli say all the entertaining on work have left me much more seasoned...im realli not into the idea of getting one another drunk at any event...n i must say...im getting out of plc in the grp...nowhere to explain but yet so obvious...n don get me wrong..i love my frens..juz tt lately there is plenty of things for me to juz worry my brain cells off n rather to enjoy myself....what happen to my buddy...piling work n responsilbities wif the new promotion...lots of uncertainies in both girls n guy prob..lol...life isnt realli on a smooth sail lately....i think i nd a getaway....but im juz too tight in schedule to even plan a wkend outing...i juz hope the next day is always beta than yest...=D
its plain speechless when the more u do for a person...the helpless feeling juz increase....in view of the prev few entries..many frens have being asking me...ya...there is indeed a girl in my life....or rather...she is in my life..but not me in hers....it doesnt take much to do tt lil bit for her...but yet in return is always cold shoulder n disappointment...im realli losing faith in love n fate....it simply don work on me...n when to love is always hurting....im learning the way to be a loner...i must realli talk to hill more le...she jzu make my day by complaining abt girls for me...lol...im not realli into her as i must explain...not love kinda like..juz feel she is nice...maybe we could get to noe each another more....but seem like the frenship juz stalled..i donnoe what m i doing is rite anot....i juz hope tt she live on well...blessings from me....so after this entry..no more stopid thinking by me..=D n for my frens...if u r gng to ask....save it....coz this will always remain as a open ended qn...:P
im thinking of changing my blog to those can put password protect de...ya noe...time flies...i got some words that i must write out but yet i don wan ppl to read n get the wrong meanings...i noe..im nv a secretive person...but i realli donnoe for sure for this...until now..i still perceive as my closest fren r the one reading this blog...n i hope they do understand every single meaning which i realli hope to write down....
i beta get bk on my feet man....block a few ppl from my msn list...also must go swim tml to get bk in shape..the onli plc u can pick urself up is the plc where u fall...n im learning from every pieces of tt....n guys...for those who r wondering if im ok..ya im ok...as gd as ever...n for those who hav being suffering from my boring n mang zang-ness..i apologise...n if u r tt girl...i sincerely say im sorry...don worry..this acquaintance of urs will slowly fade off n wif out any sound...i think i do noe what u wan....n as a fren..i will give my best to help n give my blessings...tired alr..beta get to slp....juz wanted to jot down some main pt..tml then talk more ba...nitey

|ts n0t @bt d0|ng thE th|nGs u |ikE, bUt d0|ng thE th|ngGs w|f thE 0nEs u |ikE

juz bk from the show "the breakup" from bishan....erm...i will give the show a 6/10 min...but then...seem like the gang of guys don realli like it...but instead..i feel its qte a nice show...hotty jennifer aniston...some plot tt i think which is more real..n a ending which i think could jolly well happen i real life...the show talks alot of taking ppl or rather things for granted..its had being my dead point last time n till now...i still realli don like ppl to take me for granted...n vice versa..i hope im not a culcript for it...how much does it take to say thx or rather juz show tt u care n appreciate....in modern world....a sms cost onli 5cents n wif 160letters..i think we could type more than 20 thanks..lol...ok im getting a bit strayed...i juz realise tt being a nice person is realli tough...i shlnt get into details of tt..but then....i rem bean told me tt im sure to failed to try to be bad...lol..i wonder how true izzit...or rather...could i ever try? lol beats me....
yest nite i went off to east coast for some breeze wif some fren....there is sm1 whom i realli like to talk heart to heart to..but then i got no chance...being some time tt i went to the beach at nite..the smoothing breeze realli helps....the gang r making hell of a noise n of coz ..jokes there...didnt wanted to talk much coz of sm1 there....well..lol..the gang gng to ask realli lots of this..but if u r reading this..pls don ask...lol...

some random tots..~

smtimes i don realli wan to be indifferent to u...but juz tt i donnoe any other way to hide my feelings...i didnt wan to jeopardise this lil frenship we got...but i also find it hard to stop thinking of u....maybe i shl juz intro u to more nicer guys...tt way...i believe its beta for u...juz hope the lil gift i gave u keeps a sweet fond memories which at least we two shared~ =D

bey hiao de zach

today i try to cheer sm1 up...but in vain...i realise im a total failure when i nd to talk anything sweet and cheering....like what camy once told me..the harder u hold smthg..the easiler it is to slip off...this is even true in this..the harder u try..the greater u feel helpless in it..well...tt add on to my prev entry....zach is a jerk..lol...after some unhappy recollections...i havnt being talking much of what i had being doing..well..i got 2 proj on hand n tons of things to work on...being a bit bz for a while...until the end of this yr maybe...its tiring..but maybe a gd thing....lol....working help to kill time...in an effective n profitable way....haha...i juz realise tt i cant be feelingless..zzzzz although i had being using tt word for yrs....but y do i always hit the nails....pong di zi whenever i try to feel for smthg..lol sound a bit lame...well...lol....guys r forever..zach is whateva~ cheers n nitez~