lame chop

ok...this is gng to be a long entry...how shl i start man..~ erm...well...i had being hearing rumours of lots of my r/s issue...lots of stories running ard...well...to be frank...its embarressing to be assosiate with your fren gf...n ya...now im freaking in tt now...it is not very kind on me when many of this untrue stories are running ard in the air...guess i nd to clear them here...n ya...the ans is NO...me and her was so close due to clover girl...i was asking her for advise...n i was not pissed wif her now coz i lost the so call freaking race to woo her...im juz a bit disgusted by how things turn out to be her as another disappearance when got bf....it was pure frenship n bro and sis feeling from the start till now..well...at least tt frenship lasted till she start her disappearance mths ago.....i guess my closer fren will all noe who im talking abt...n its rather disappointing when how ur close fren don realli trust u...i was still standing by the ground of "ppl will understand" basis..but from the looks..things are not turning out the way i tot it will...thus this entry...lol..write till here don feel like explaining more le...thus shall stop my typing here..n crawl bk to work...cya all