Mr Act Smart Zach

was out of my house a few mins later than usual, n to my horror...i saw the bus 86 leaving the busstop..wif me not even 100m away...then came the act smart part...i tot maybe i could take other bus...to near yio chu kang rd...n then juz walk a busstop n i will have 4 bus to choose from...thus..there i was...happily boarded 853 and off i go. lil did i noe...another 86 came...juz behind my bus...wif some grandprix scene in play...the 86 overtaked my bus like nobody biz..n there i m...sweating as i walked my 1 BUSSTOP...whereas i shl be happily in the 86 n reaching like 10mins earlier...ok..there goes mr act smart..bleah~

thinking thurs~

rainy thurs...a major accident in
CTE caused a very slow moving traffic jam in my house here..which started my day late in the office..reach office almost 9.15am le...my doc shared wif me smthg very interesting yest...for those who r not prepared to read pure words and long entry...pls move your cursor to the right n up...press the X button...lol...anyway...this is how it goes...
everything in this world seems to have a mathematics logic behind them...this is the same for the word...anxiety..."HAR"..okok..i noe...tt stunned look on ur face...tts how i react to my doc too...wif a big question mark on my face when she said that...then she told me...anxiety = consquence X probability (whereas probability is directly related to consequence)...ok...u can imagine how lost i am in all this words as what u r now wif my words...but then...let me finish...as everything will be much clearer...lets say for example...everyday u slp at 11pm...n wakes up at 7am n reach office by 8.30am for work...every nite u set ur alarm clock b4 u go to slp...n u wake up at the ring of the alarm clock n as time goes past...u will wake up at 6.50am...even b4 the alarm clock ring...wif the help of the bio clock...
let say..this fri..u had a very very impt presentation at 9 in the morning...one that could change your career path...wif all the senior management all waiting to c u perform. u spent wks to prepare for the presentation...everything seems gd..u rehearsed for many times infront of the mirror..here comes the nite b4 it...knowing how impt is the presentation...some anxiety is inevitable, this time...u call ur buddy to give u morning call tml morning at 6.30..u set 3 alarm clock including ur mobile phone...logically, any sec 1 student can tell u this..the probaility of u waking up late on this fri is the same as any other days...so y we get anxious and started to do all precaution. the ans is simple, probability of smthg bad to happen is always directly proportional to how serious is the consquences. juz becoz the presentation is so impt..the probability of waking up late seems so high suddenly...
not juz for me..this the same for every1 ba..at least i tot so...so the best way to feel less stress and anxious is to adjust the consquences lvl...if all the outcome expected r within our acceptance circle...things will be much more carefree...

nthg serious...juz some casual tots..;)



*signing off while listening to piao yi from jay...

感触~

歌曲：原来
歌手：林俊杰 专辑：曹操

词:张思尔 林秋离曲:林俊杰

街灯绊住我眼前
下一步
拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡

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工作中无意听到了这首歌，被这两句“原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪,
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语“ 所吸引了。它们对我是如此地真实.

know or not to know

today this qn was posed to me...if the result is bad...or smthg tt u don wan it to happen...wiill u rather to know or not to know...i ans immediately tt i wan to noe to my fren..but then..after some pondering...i realise im not strong in this faith of mine....auntie i may sound..but i realise if the truth is too drastic for me...juz maybe...ignorant is blessing in disguise...no long entry muttering of what i did in this few days...no complaints....juz some random thoughts~
how often we noe tt the thing we r fight or believing in is not logical..juz a myth...but yet we strive so hard to achieve n abide to it.....how often do i noe what im doing is wrong..but yet the sensible side always fall weak...how often did u hesitant in commiting to something..even if the choice are the onli one....how often u decide to be sad...juz becoz there is nthg to be happy abt...how often did u shriek at ur families at the smallest issue but yet forgive your frens for being late for hrs...how many times u tot this is one of the best fren u got..but within a few wks...lost all contacts.....thg serious..so smthg for u to think abt..cheers n nites~

大城小爱 - 王力宏

歌曲：大城小爱
歌手：王力宏 专辑：盖世英雄

打印预览 乌黑的发围盘成一个圈
缠绕所有对你的眷恋
搁着半透明的脸
嘴里说的语言完全没有欺骗
屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面
灯火是你美丽那张脸
终于找到所有流浪的终点
你的微笑就输了疲倦
千万不要说天长地久
免的你觉的我不切实际
想多么简单就多么简单
是妈妈告诉我的哲理
脑袋都是你心里都是你
小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜
念的都是你全部都是你
小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心
让我大声的对你说
i'm thinking of you
那回城的票根你留做纪念
不必害怕面对离别
剪掉一丝头发让我放在胸前
走到那里都有你陪
相随
oh~~念的都是你全部都是你
拉拉拉拉拉~~~~~拉拉拉拉拉
那一种寸步不离的感觉
我知道就叫做缘

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听过 kiss goodbye 的人，这也是这张专辑中不可不听的好歌。

mum bday!

lol..today is my beloved mummy bday..we went out to eat at one of the outlet of tong le in shenton way there...call 金玉满堂....not bad the food....ok less words..more pic..but onli a few onli la..lol

the place~

my beloved ones~

mummy eating her 佛跳墙 yummy!

my not bad n well decorated mango pudding

the flowers at the restaurant..qte nice

okok i go slp le..nitey every1..tata~ enjoy ur wkend~ :D

麻烦来找我的一天

its thurs...~ last day of the working wk..but yet..everything started on the wrong foot today...came to work in the midst of the SUPER HEAVY rain..then when im all drenched despite holding brolly. When i reach office? NO RAIN..wth...haiz...n to add on to it....i was stop at the entrance of my co. by my security AGAIN...i donnoe izzit im the younger generation in the co. or what...they seem to have smthg against me sia...this is the donnoe how many umpteen time they chk me le..then today more kua zhang..they ask me to open bag n chk..n thus my mobile got held by at the guard rm by them...haiz...heng today half day then i go dentist n go Orchid Country Club for co. event le...if not so handicap when w/o my mobile wif me...n the angry part..? my dummy phone which i bring to work also..it fail on me at this period..when i needed it the most....ok..what else for the day....*mental prepared*

ARGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~

繁忙的周末!!!

好累的周末啊!!! i noe i noe..im always complaining..hahaha...but shucks...mon...the bluey is getting to me...lol...i hope this five days can pass as fast as the wkend tt juz past...possible? hahaha...some update of myself and my boring wkend (as said by hill)...hahah..on fri i went to play a sport that was once so dear to me..but yet lost touch of it ever since i step out of my poly times...basketball! hahaha...nv did any of those memories left me...the times when i was training during my sec sch...mayflower sec...during then we all took pride in being juz playing for the sch..with my lousy stamina then...i must always do lots of pushup after the warm up routine coz the rule is only the first runner bk from the 3km run can be excuse...for each sec behind the first to be bk...one pushup...n oh man...i still recall crawling n cheating my way thr the hundred pushup which im suppose to do..hahahaha...although im a reserve player, the passion still stay deep in my heart...oh man..im sounding old...so much 感触 with my sec days..hahaha...oh well..i went to thomson CC to play...not exact the best game i had...i must say im more of a team player...but when u play wif stranger...the trend is play solo...oh well..its juz a game anyway...^^"

sat~ whats with me on tt day...i don realli rem sia...lol..i guess i did nthg but do some co. thing and play games...then in the nite..to make myself feel beta and *as insist by weijun and teckleng* its also for destress..lol...took a cab down to bliss..n ya..hill..i nv go coconut...but then..bliss is juz as lame la..lol..so no diff...went down...drank a hot lemon lemon and in less than an hr...went home le..hahaha...i guess every1 is tired also le..most of them went out..but then..i also like gng home early la...very sian when every wkend reach home...switch on 933 also no
more DJ hosting le..hahha..ya..tts how i define late or not late...:P

sun~ routine thing...went down to play street soccer..got myself a bit sunburned and tired n dehydrated...then went home play games and clear co. mail...n do some write up...wanted to go watch ice age 2 de..but then..no1 interested...so i shall keep my gv voucher till then ba...this is what happened when u have many guys fren in ur gang n few girls...those cute cute cartoon r kidish plc r always deem BOLIAO plcs..ahahha..where is all those 童真 sia...n i think ice age 2 is the best show for a sun nite le..watch le..happy happy...mon go work...then the bluey will not hit me so greatly le..:P

some updates of the thing i got also...i got my nano 2gb le..n also a yellow
casing to go wif it..hahaha..im a banana color freak..i also wondering y i
always got yellow thing..o.0 lol....but then..i love my nano...its serving me real well...but then..now nd to find more songs to put inside le..so u got my hint @ hill? hahaha

gracie is finally finishing her portfolio le...oh man m i glad for her..:D any1 noes any gd printing shop ma...drop me a comment so i can tell her..giam xia..!

today also the first working day for my bud bud..hahaha..her first "real job"...hope it goes well for her...;)

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*signing off listing to 曹格 de 數到五答應我....n awaiting for lunch...so so so tired..:P

long procrastinated entry~

i had being wanting to finish this entry for days le...but was held up by work then nite also play games..lol...n of coz..lots of the reports n documents to go through lately....时间不够!!! finally crawl all the way to fri le...today shall take things easier...i shall walk slowLY~ eat slowLY~ talk slowLY...haha...firstly i must say paiseh for so long nv update n also the lack of photos in my blog..but realli har...i havnt had a chance to take any photos though i got my camera with me...cant be taking photos of my room...n downstair kopitiam ba...haaahah

yest went to c doc n thus took half day leave...n thus i took the chance n
had a gd noon nap...so so so tiring..i had being realli mean to my body...waking up early...slping at wee hrs...n with no doubts...my body is protesting le...i need some break...more rest....i was still telling my fren tt i shall go jio some fren out tonite...get myself into town..squeeze a bit wif the crowd n feel the wkend coming...but on second tots...maybe not...a short groceries trip in amk central...then maybe watch ice age in bishan is all tt i plan for on this wkend...; ) others than tt...its shall be pig time..i misses my bed!!! I got a few gv voucher tix which i prepare for ice age de..any1 interested to watch wif me...sms me~!

talking abt yest..i also went to PS spotlight n carrefour to find scented candles...spotlight got..but they don have those basic scent de...theirs r all mixed scent...n thus not knowing what it will smell like in the end..i didnt buy..n also..its not cheap...ard the same price as what i saw in Taka...n Taka got lavender"flavour", which is the one im searching for....i also went to 捡便宜 at the carrefour sales which they set up in the center of PS...got myself two wooden comb which is gng at 1bucks each...n also one headphone n one earphone..both gng at 2bucks..cheap!!! lol...they might not look as styloh as Sony or other brands..but they r serving me juz well..as in now..im using it to listen to songs at work le...hahaha

okok...too long an entry for a non-pic entry..shall sign off here~ enjoy ur wkend!

*signing off after some yam cake for breakfast n a mind awaiting lunch time n knocking off

星期一

*yawn* another mon to crawl through...oh man do i hate mon...but
then...who don~ hahaha....heng today i got medical appt in the noon
time..so im gng off in the noon time..but smthg sian is that i got two appt and they r 2hrs apart...n SGH definitely does not have any plc for me to spend 2hrs at..-_-"..i kinda like how i spend my last wkend...fri was out till too late though.. but apart from tt....it was qte an enjoyable wkend...but then...happy times passes juz TOO fast! lol...im bk to the bird hole...hahahaa..my colic n me always say our desk is like a bird hole..we sit there..type n type..work n work..macciam like hibernating in a cave.....haahah....wanted so much to reward myself wif a gd massage session yest...but didnt manage to jio any1...thus i procrastinate...n result? i didnt go...hahahaa...tts so usual loh....went for soccer in the morning n gosh, the sun on tt morning is scorching hot...or izzit me become weak le?...lol...juz an hr plus of game n my face is all burned....lousy me...ahahha...time for me to crawl bk to work...shall update again tonite...

*signing off wif a blank mind n listening to JJ's songs and a pair of eyes
struggling to open wif tootpick...

夜晚的子恒

its almost 4am...n no..i nv went out till late late...i came home at 12+...play some games...n with unexplainable reason..i do not wan to bunk in early...full to weirdo feelings today...mixture of joy n saddness...i shall drop the sad part...i shall also for once...don say anything abt the wkend which im having....onli two things which i like to share...two pics...its says it all...;)
<<<<<<<<< the sunflower which donnoe come from where when i came home...i wanted to learn how to grown sunflower...n put in my rm n give it to sm1 when its all grown up..lol
















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the nice taiwan biscuit from my frens..its VERY VERY nice...making me wan to travel again....lol...ok...this yr i must go overseas for LEISURE for at least one...lol









*signing off with not a single sign of tired but knowing tml gng to be a hard day to even wake up....currently reading the book from ex president wee kim wee....listening to songs by kelly poon....izzit realli tt hard to juz being wif sm1? i wonder....